At War With Ourselves

We struggle every day with the COVID pandemic, and at the same time, some of us reject our greatest tool against it, vaccination. This article is my opinion about the oxymoron of nurses against COVID vaccine mandates. Nurses COVID Article

I’ve never seen anything like it.  As a 72-year old woman and an RN for over 50 years, our current nursing climate has shocked and stunned me.  I have lost faith in too many regular every day human beings.  My strengths as a nurse and just as a woman have always centered around my ability to accept, love and care for other people.  I’ve never had much trouble getting along with others, even those who I may disagree with.  But lately, just being able to converse with some people is a struggle.

We all have strong feelings about the subject of COVID.  Most families have been impacted with infections.  Mine has.  My brother was hospitalized but he got excellent medical and nursing care and he survived.  He had long COVID symptoms, but eventually he got better, got vaccinated and has moved on with his life.  He was one of the lucky ones.  His son’s entire extended in-law family got infected after a 2020 Thanksgiving gathering.  A guest brought a sick child to the event…everyone got infected.  All survived. What were they thinking having a family gathering of that size during this pandemic?

So, how do we move through this damnable pandemic, when it shows no indication of going away.  We read every day about new cases, how many are hospitalized, how many are in ICU and/or intubated.  Then that data is broken down into how many were vaccinated and how many were not. The numbers speak very clearly to me, about how important vaccination is.  I am not an expert on data analysis, or epidemiology, or COVID for that matter.  But, I am a concerned old retired nurse.  I am also exhausted by COVID, and I have not even been infected.

I remember standing in line when I was just a scared little girl, to get my shots in school.  There was no discussion.  Our parents signed the permits and we got the shots.  Everyone was grateful for the vaccinations, particularly for the polio vaccine.  Kids in my small Maine town had been infected and crippled by polio.  I don’t remember deaths, but certainly there were some.  We were pretty young so we were most likely protected from such sad news.

My parents and my teachers did not question the vaccines.  They just thanked God that we had them, and they made sure we kids got them.  Because of solid science and our wise parents and teachers, Polio does not exist in the US anymore.  Also, Tetorifice, Diphtheria, Pertussis, Measles, Mumps and other infectious diseases were extremely rare, nearly non-existent…. until the anti vax movement became a thing.  I am not going to give that movement oxygen in my writing.   I’ll just give a single example.

When I still worked as an RN in a walk in care, a woman came to my triage desk.  She was very scared, because her child had whooping cough.  He was very ill,  was admitted for intensive care, and he survived.   She had a lot more kids at home….like 10 or so, and she was anti vax.  Her fright of nearly losing her child changed her mind, and she got all of her children fully vaccinated.  Why did it take such a scare to move her, to protect her children?

The reality of COVID is like black and white to me.  It is a deadly infection, and it spreads more easily than any other infection I have seen in my lifetime.  Old folks (like me), and immunocompromised people of any age are at highest risk of death from COVID.  We are also less likely to accomplish a great immune response even if fully vaccinated.  That is the reason that General Colin Powell died this week.  His Multiple Myeloma and his age compromised his ability to launch a strong immunity to COVID, even though he was fully vaccinated.

Why are we still having this discussion ... to vaccinate or not to vaccinate?  Astoundingly, fellow RNs are willing to lose their jobs to make a statement against vaccine mandates. The data and science speak for themselves. I am losing respect for nurses who are anti vax.

I have always been open to reasonable, science-based discussions about medical treatments and other topics, but this one I am firm on.  I believe with all my heart, that vaccinations are our single most powerful tool to get us out of this pandemic.

Get vaccinated. End this war against ourselves.

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High-profile and fully vaccinated but immunocompromised: Colin Powell’s death wrongly seized upon to undermine utility of coronavirus vaccines

 "I’ve never had much trouble getting along with others, even those who I may disagree with.  But lately, just being able to converse with some people is a struggle."

Well written article. You expressed my thoughts exactly! Thank you for writing it! I too am a very tolerant person in the workplace but recently I left a position. I couldn't take all of the anti-vax, anti-mask, political (not to mention racist) rhetoric. Please don't drone on and on at work where you have a captive audience. There are a lot of jobs out there and my time is too precious to waste listening to the whining!

Specializes in Case Management (CCM), Hospice, Psychiatric, OB.

Thank you, Kathy Day!

I, too, agree with you 100%. I have 44 years in nursing in many different areas and don't get a lot of things going on in the nursing profession now. But I really don't get nurses quitting their jobs over the Covid vaccination.

I remember standing in line at the local drug store to get the sugar cube with the Polio vaccine on it. Thank heavens we had that and the other vaccines. Do you remember the iron lung? How scary looking was that? The ventilator scares me just as much.

Specializes in PICU, Pediatrics, Trauma.

If I could give 10 likes, I would.  Very well spoken and I’m in total agreement.

As a Pediatric nurse for 40 years, and still working full time in a clinic setting now, I have seen many babies hospitalized for pertussis, and other preventable diseases.  Some too young to be fully vaccinated, but obviously contracted diseases from someone who could have been vaccinated but wasn’t.  These were PICU settings.  I would think, seeing these babies and their parents suffering would convince anyone of the importance of vaccines.  Maybe someone refusing Covid vaccine should spend a day in the ICU with a Covid infected patient. 
(BTW…I know this is not a practical or ethical thing to do…just saying it would give some perspective.)

Specializes in Vents, Telemetry, Home Care, Home infusion.

Agree 100% with these comments.  Add me to the sugar cube Polio receivers --- standing in line with my Grandmother at HS one block from her home in the 60's;  had many of common childhood illnesses then as vaccines not developed for another 25 yrs.  Brother almost died from measles; best friends sister did die from it as swept through our elementary school.

I started in healthcare in 1973 as night shift aide in a hometown nursing home so have seen much success due to kids  and adult vaccinations.   Focus on eradicating communicable disease strong growing up; so sad denied today resulting in over 775,000 US COVID deaths by today --most on Earth!

Specializes in ER.

I got vaccinated, I'll take the booster when it comes. Given the reliabilty of the government and CDC through COVID I think anyone could be excused for wanting to make their own decisions. The vaccine is still in clinical trials...if I had a history of blood clots, I'd be a lot slower to get vaxed. Wanting to wait a year ( or more) to see how things shake out isn't unreasonable.

What I've seen on these boards, the all or nothing holy roller preaching is embarassing. We have to respect different cultures, (that includes other nurses) Sometimes the more you promote  something, the more people don't want to do it.

Specializes in NICU, PICU, Transport, L&D, Hospice.
5 hours ago, canoehead said:

I got vaccinated, I'll take the booster when it comes. Given the reliabilty of the government and CDC through COVID I think anyone could be excused for wanting to make their own decisions. The vaccine is still in clinical trials...if I had a history of blood clots, I'd be a lot slower to get vaxed. Wanting to wait a year ( or more) to see how things shake out isn't unreasonable.

What I've seen on these boards, the all or nothing holy roller preaching is embarassing. We have to respect different cultures, (that includes other nurses) Sometimes the more you promote  something, the more people don't want to do it.

Which vaccine is still in clinical trials? What is unreliable about the CDC and the government and who should Americans trust instead? We are in a pandemic, waiting a year to vaccinate when there's a global health emergency isn't "reasonable", I would call that refusal in the face of overwhelming evidence of the safety and efficacy "unreasonable".

Why are you embarrassed by nursing professionals consistently promoting correct public health policy and recommendations? Why exactly are we supposed to respect the antivaxx  "culture"? Is there some evidence that they respect our "culture"?

Yes.  I’m in my early 40’s so I wasn’t around for polio, but I can attest to all the other things in this article. People in general have changed. I’ve been doing this 14 years, 13 in the same speciality, and have never had the insults, arguments, rudeness, and telephone hang ups like I’ve had since March 2020. Yeah, there’d be the occasional pt get mad because the doc wouldn’t write for antibiotics when we hadn’t seen the pt in 2 years and pt called in with vague sx, but I’ve never been called a damn idiot followed by the *click* of the phone hitting the receiver. And coworkers have changed too. I’m the clinical lead, most senior employee, and LPN over the MAs, yet I had one MA tell me to shut up and stop telling her how to do her job (I wrote the protocol for the particular task she was referencing) because I didn’t know how to do my own job (this task is one she has never done and I do the preliminary research on it); another MA yelled at me because I didn’t clear off a counter to make room for a new coworker, and when I reminded her I was working with the physician while she was not, she told me “well, it’s not like you do anything anyway.”  I’m shocked and appalled and heartbroken over the attitudes from pts and coworkers.  We have a vaccine mandate and all my coworkers have gotten it, but there’s still arguments from a few about how it’s fake and all a government control tactic. Some people just can’t be reasoned with. I’m applying to schools for an online coding program to get out of direct pt healthcare. 

Specializes in NICU, PICU, Transport, L&D, Hospice.

“Anti-intellectualism has been a constant thread winding its way through our political and cultural life, nurtured by the false notion that democracy means that ‘my ignorance is just as good as your knowledge.’”

― Isaac Asimov

Specializes in Critical Care.
8 hours ago, canoehead said:

I got vaccinated, I'll take the booster when it comes. Given the reliabilty of the government and CDC through COVID I think anyone could be excused for wanting to make their own decisions. The vaccine is still in clinical trials...if I had a history of blood clots, I'd be a lot slower to get vaxed. Wanting to wait a year ( or more) to see how things shake out isn't unreasonable.

What I've seen on these boards, the all or nothing holy roller preaching is embarassing. We have to respect different cultures, (that includes other nurses) Sometimes the more you promote  something, the more people don't want to do it.

Referring to those that would risk the lives of others by spreading fear and misinformation as having a specific "culture" is laughable.

It's the doubt that they spread that makes otherwise rational people question the risk of blood clots from a vaccine (from a single manufacturer if I'm not mistaken) while ignoring the greater risks from the virus it protects against. Same with the reports of myocarditis - the risk of a mild self-limiting course vs heart failure and death. It's just another tactic to look at the vaccine in an isolated bubble and make it appear as dangerous as possible.

We have approved vaccines that have been used in millions of people. I don't believe in mandates for the general public but for healthcare workers absolutely. I'm want nothing to do with placing patients and co-workers at risk while someone waits for an arbitrary timeline to pass or "enough" evidence is gathered.

 

tl;Dr - I have zero respect for people that risk the lives of others through scare tactics and misinformation. If that's considered holier-than-thou, so be it. I'm here to save lives, not to put up with conspiracy theorists, entertainers, and talk show hosts that think a mic is equivalent to expertise.

Specializes in Adult Internal Medicine.
11 hours ago, canoehead said:

Wanting to wait a year ( or more) to see how things shake out isn't unreasonable.

Yes it is. It is the definition of unreasonable ("not governed by or acting according to reason" -Merriam-Webster). 

If I had a history of blood clots, I'd be a lot more concerned about getting covid than I would be about any of the covid vaccines. Because I am reasonable. 

 

 

 

 

 

On 11/12/2021 at 1:45 PM, BostonFNP said:

If I had a history of blood clots, I'd be a lot more concerned about getting covid than I would be about any of the covid vaccines.

This. And nearly all the other effects people give as reasons they don't want to get the vaccine.

Specializes in Specializes in L/D, newborn, GYN, LTC, Dialysis.
On 11/12/2021 at 1:28 AM, canoehead said:

I got vaccinated, I'll take the booster when it comes. Given the reliabilty of the government and CDC through COVID I think anyone could be excused for wanting to make their own decisions. The vaccine is still in clinical trials...if I had a history of blood clots, I'd be a lot slower to get vaxed. Wanting to wait a year ( or more) to see how things shake out isn't unreasonable.

What I've seen on these boards, the all or nothing holy roller preaching is embarassing. We have to respect different cultures, (that includes other nurses) Sometimes the more you promote  something, the more people don't want to do it.

It's all or nothing because many of us have EVERYTHING to lose. I have very vulnerable loved ones and patients who need me (and the rest of us) to be vaccinated. This is a rather unprecedented situation with this pandemic. 3/4 of a million in this country, alone,  are dead and can't speak for themselves any longer. So we do.

Mandates work!