Hello nurses, I am.looking for some advice. I am in a complicated situation and would like some feedback.
Here is my situation. I have been at my current job for almost a year, last month my husband of 20+ years died suddenly. Needless to say I am devestated and my whole life is shattered. I have great family and friends who are supportive and have been amazing.
My new job and all my co-workers have also been so helpful, and I feel so thankful every day for my job.
I went back to work about a week after he died mostly because I was just overwhelmed at home and it was easier to get to work and deal with other people's issues.
I have been doing ok at work (better than @home) but am starting to feel guilty when I feel like I am bringing down the fun atmosphere we have always had on our awesome unit.
I feel bad for the teammates who get paired with me when I don't feel like I am the same nurse I was a month ago.
Am I being selfish for going to work just to escape my own reality?
You guys have a way of telling it like it is and I am sure some of you have probably dealt with similar situations with coworkers.
Do you have any advice?