Published Mar 19, 2014
RainbowzLPN, LPN
267 Posts
I know I haven't been on here a lot.. I guess I just need to vent. My partner of 13 years, Sherry passed away recently. Basically, she collapsed at home. She was alert and lucid when I went to get the phone to call 911, but when I got back to her, she was unresponsive. I did what I had to do, started cpr, called for help... but I guess her brain went without oxygen for too long. This happened on a Thurs night. Sun night, I made the hardest decision of my life... to let her go. :*( I know her spirit and soul were already gone, I was holding out for good results on an EEG. Some of her organs had begun to fail, and she just went downhill way too fast.
I miss her SO much, and I know time will play a huge part in my healing.....right now, breathing and blinking take too much of an effort....I love and miss you, Sherry, forever and ever, amen. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
HouTx, BSN, MSN, EdD
9,051 Posts
The intensity of grief will lessen over time, but the sadness will remain. Keep on keeping on. Take care of yourself.
Hugs for you ((((((RainbowzLPN)))))).
psu_213, BSN, RN
3,878 Posts
I am so sorry for your loss.
pookyp, LPN
1,074 Posts
So sorry for your loss.
Baubo516, RN
405 Posts
So sorry for your loss. Know that there are people out here thinking of you and lifting you up.
SHGR, MSN, RN, CNS
1 Article; 1,406 Posts
So sorry for your loss. She was blessed to have you.
Cream and sugar LPN
182 Posts
nursel56
7,098 Posts
So very sorry for your loss...(((rainbowzLPN))).
LTCNS, LPN
623 Posts
I'm so sorry for your loss ((((HUGS))))
Debilpn23
439 Posts
I am so sorry for your loss. My thoughts are with you.
NRSKarenRN, BSN, RN
10 Articles; 18,930 Posts
Letting go is the hardest gift you can give someone. May your memories sustain you in the days ahead.
Esme12, ASN, BSN, RN
20,908 Posts
I am so sorry for your loss. My prayers and positive vibes are being sent to help you find strength and ease your pain.