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AS a new Nurse that started working at the start of Covid and the height of Covid I have seen a lot of things that made me better, but not pretty things. I've seen people die, I've been involved in investigations etc.. it was so stressful to sleep at times...
My sisters friends or family friends when they come over for parties or if we go out to dinner, they're always curious about my nursing life, in my head I'm like I am going out to relax and not think about work, and these people keep bringing up work, and when they bring up work, it causes anxiety for me. I told my sisters friend "I don't want to talk about it" when she asked how is it being a nurse during Covid. She blankly stared at me like why I just said that, but its the reality.
It might be odd for some cause yes we are all proud to talk about our careers and all, like my sisters friend is an accountant so she talks about her company firm how they made it through covid, but for me the topics I listed just cause me to be very upset and I am very sensitive.