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My husband's car got repossessed on Wednesday. We were two months behind because I got called for blood and nail tests and that ate up our monthly budget. We both work long distances from home so we need two cars.
So, the car got repo'd Wednesday.
And my dad was shopping and dropped dead yesterday in the store.
The police showed up to my house to tell me. I cannot believe he's really gone. He was the only family member who never abandoned me. He was my world.
And to top it off, I was called to drug test yesterday. Sobbing hysterically, I called my case manager...and she at least had the heart to wave the drug test.
I just can't take it anymore. Life keeps dropping catastrophic bombs, one after the other, and I just can't take it.
Just venting.
Hang in there, Eris. So sorry for the unexpected loss of your Dad. You'll always miss him but try to remember all the sweet things and good stuff he shared with you. He lives in you and you keep his spirit living with all the love you give to yourself and others. Take care of yourself. Do something sweet for YOU! Even if it's just a nice walk in nature or a bubble bath or tea, something for you. Is your mom still living? Were they still together? Prayers to you and your family. This too shall pass, Eris. Hang in there. Prayers to you.
AnnieNP, MSN, NP
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I'm so sorry. Many hugs coming your way.