My husband's car got repossessed on Wednesday. We were two months behind because I got called for blood and nail tests and that ate up our monthly budget. We both work long distances from home so we need two cars.
So, the car got repo'd Wednesday.
And my dad was shopping and dropped dead yesterday in the store.
The police showed up to my house to tell me. I cannot believe he's really gone. He was the only family member who never abandoned me. He was my world.
And to top it off, I was called to drug test yesterday. Sobbing hysterically, I called my case manager...and she at least had the heart to wave the drug test.
I just can't take it anymore. Life keeps dropping catastrophic bombs, one after the other, and I just can't take it.
I am so sorry for your loss and struggle right now. I lost my mom in my second year of TPAPN and had to go test the day of her visitation. It was one of the lowest places I have been in my life. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Hang in there.
My heartfelt condolence goes out to you. You've taken a staggering blow! Believe you have the strength to get thru this, you will. Fare thee well... Peace...
Hang in there, Eris. So sorry for the unexpected loss of your Dad. You'll always miss him but try to remember all the sweet things and good stuff he shared with you. He lives in you and you keep his spirit living with all the love you give to yourself and others. Take care of yourself. Do something sweet for YOU! Even if it's just a nice walk in nature or a bubble bath or tea, something for you. Is your mom still living? Were they still together? Prayers to you and your family. This too shall pass, Eris. Hang in there. Prayers to you.
Vent all you want! I'm so sorry, particularly about your dad. I've had numerous bombs dropped on me too, and have finally come out on the other side. Hang in there as best as you can.
AnnieNP, MSN, NP
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I'm so sorry. Many hugs coming your way.