Re: When you graduate what part of nursing are you going into?
I will have to see how it unfolds, when I actually start nursing! I have background in a variety of medical fields, so I at least know what I think I don't want, or what I don't want to be part of in a medicalized institutional fashion. I am considering (for now) oncology and/or hospice. I expect it to be challenging and probably something I can't do year after year. I would really like to try to bring compassion, tenderness and dignity to those at the end of life. And to their families, too. I worry about having a bit of my heart torn out everyday, but I think I can tend to people in their dying, and be a comfort. We will see.
I am sure it is much easier to see people recover and move on, than to let go and surrender to death. Yet it is no less important. In fact, it is vitally important. Hopefully, I have it in me and can do it gracefully. Tending to the dying is an honor and such a different kind of responsibility than helping to heal. I am just not sure how much death I can take, or if I can fight the urge to "do something" to try to reverse the inevitable. I will have a lot to learn.
I will say that in nursing in general, I worry about the techno and the institutional aspects. I am curious how to blend the altruistic human aspect that draws me to nursing with all the other big business, bureaucratic, beeping, flashing light stuff. Its going to be a wild ride! No doubt I will learn a lot about me in the process.
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