A spouse that just doesn't get it. - page 2
So let me start off by saying that my husband is a great guy. He would move heaven and Earth to make sure I'm happy but he just doesn't get it when it comes to school. He has never been to college and works in the... Read More
- 0Aug 16, '13 by sarolarn2b, EMT-BI definitely feel your pain, megkat. There is no denying that there is a LOT to remember and it's very challenging, but do you think there is any chance that your hubby is only acting like it's not much to try to either calm you down and keep you relaxed about it or may even make him feel like he's less than what you're striving to be since he didn't go to college?
The first is the way my SO acts, he'll try to make it sound like it's not a big deal so that I will actually listen and take a step back. It helps when it's not p!ssing me off , lol
The second may sound harsh or conceited, but I took time off of school and I feel like that was my train of thought when people I cared about would complain about their school work. I didn't think it sounded that bad because all I wanted was to be back in school.
Just some food for thought, he may think your workload is in fact heavy; but his words may have nothing to do with the actual work.
- 1Aug 16, '13 by ArrowRN, BSN, RNI'm sorry about your situation. I had a similar "rant" on one of my past topics a while back if you'd like to read it. Only I'm actually in nursing school.
Since then, have I gotten it resolved? Not really. It's different when one spouse sees that education is the way to go and the other has never been to college. I've tried to get my spouse to be ambitious and she is just not interested. In the mean time neither of us are working, while I'm in nursing school living of loans. I realized that some people just wont change. To make it worse a back injury now prevents her from doing CNA work and she had to quit. We've had on and of splits ups especially coming close to exam time. I'm just trying to get through this without getting a divorce.
I try to balance my time when ever possible but it's just so much I can do. Sorry but if it's this hard during your prereq's it will only get harder during nursing school, unless something changes. This is not to scare you. It's just my viewpoint. Also he could be jealous of you getting educated. You will eventually make more than him and for some men, they just can't handle that aspect of the woman being the main earner in the house. Try your best to talk it through with him and recognize his work is also important.
- 0Aug 17, '13 by MrsStudentNurseHaha my hubby and I have had this discussion several times! He always says people make things out to be way worse than they are and the ones who talk about class's and such only have negative things to say. In all cases it's been hard but not overwhelming and I just did it. Men are problem solvers, they want a solution and when we say something is going to be so hard and we stress they try to downsize it because they love us. I've learned to be careful about stressing around my hubby because it's like he feels responsible for it.
- 0Aug 17, '13 by duskyjewelHave you tried telling him that it makes you feel really unsupported when he constantly shoots down everything you say? You're supposed to be partners getting through life. He doesn't need to understand your class, but he does need to understand his obligation.
That said, when you present your standard guy with a problem, he feels like he needs to solve it. That's what they're put on Earth to do, right? This isn't just true of the blue collar types, either. My husband is a former military officer who just finished his MBA and works as the finance manager of a church. If I want him to just listen to me vent, I have to preface what I say with, "I'm just letting off steam, and I just need you to listen, not come up with solutions, OK?" But then, when I really am looking for us to figure something out together, like child care during some obligation I have coming up or how we'll handle chores when I have to work three in a row, I need to make sure he understands that yes, we are in problem-solving mode for this one.
Guys are simple creatures. They WANT to move Heaven and Earth for the women they love. If you just tell them up front exactly what you need from them, you'll likely get it.
I also agree that there may be some intimidation going on. You're getting educated to a high degree and he works with his hands. Maybe what he needs is reassurance that you still see value in him and what he does. Unlike that stupid Beyonce song, our guys ARE irreplaceable, and we should let them know that more often. When was the last time you told him how much you appreciate him busting his butt to support the family, being a good father, treating you like the queen of his life? They need to hear that stuff, even if they say they don't.
- 0Aug 17, '13 by IkikaeruHave him study with you. Show him the content and have him help you with it for several hours a week, he will get it then. My wife got it, she knew nursing was hard to get through cause her sister in law was an AP professor for the school and she talked about how hard it was. My only issue with my wife now that Im in nursing is she doesnt get the sleep routine. I work 12 hour shifts nights (7pm - 7am) and I dont get home till around 830 - 900 am (I have a 45 min drive).
She will still call me at noon when she has lunch break and ask if Im still sleeping lol. Love her to death but she just doesnt get that I cant switch over to days as well. I have the next day off and she expects me to be able to fall asleep at night like she does, So hard to switch sleep scheduals back and forth (I did that for a while at another facility, it almost killed me with the rotating shifts).
- 4Aug 17, '13 by mclennanMy ex-husband came from a stubbornly working-class, right-wing family, his parents raised all the kids with the ethos "there's two ways to succeed in life, either work with your hands or own your own business." They actively DISCOURAGED their kids from going to college, with the general mentality that college was for bourgeoise cream puffs who were too wimpy to pound nails or fix cars. He and his siblings all did fine for themselves this way, all becoming business owners, construction workers, carpenters, etc. The fact all of them made enough money to afford homeownership & drive new cars only cemented in this value system that rejected higher education than high school. It was a fierce point of pride for his family that most of them were moderately successful without going to college, and I got so sick of hearing about it I could have puked.
Imagine then, what I was up against when I went for my 2nd degree, a BSN, 3 years into the marriage. I was already labeled as "fancy" by my in-laws for the useless BA I earned at 19, long before I married him, and the fact that MY parents were college professors.
And my husband was HORRIBLE to me while I was in nursing school. The fact I had a full-ride scholarship didn't help. He not only didn't believe the coursework was difficult, but teased and mocked me mercilessly for studying hours a day and stressing out about tests. He would make fun of me, "okay, Nursey, whatever you say, Hotlips Houlihan, yes ma'am Nurse Ratchet," etc. When he'd tell me about his work day or what he helped build, he'd pound his chest and say "and we didn't need to read no damn books to do THAT!" And so on and so forth. I avoided family gatherings because his parents and siblings piled on the abuse too. Once, I got caught telling one of their little daughters she could go to school to be a veterinarian, and she was practically ripped away from the conversation. How dare I introduce the Communist propaganda of 'education' to any of their kids!
Needless to say our marriage did not survive nursing school. We divorced a year after I graduated. That was 7 years ago. I'm now with a wonderful man who is a teacher - and always encouraging & supporting me to be whatever I want.
Now that I look back & wonder what my ex saw in me, it's easy. He was attracted to what he lacked. I was well-read, well-traveled and educated. He was insecure about his lack of intellectual accomplishment in life, and his constant undermining of my goals was just him panicking that I would "do better" than him not only financially but also in terms of happiness, stability and fulfillment in life. The truth was, he and his redneck, fist-pumping family were all miserable, in crazy amounts of debt, their businesses and marriages failing, their kids all flunking out at school and their houses in foreclosure. He was JEALOUS that I had chosen a different path, and let me know by continually illegitimizing my dreams.
Be wary of his underlying insecurities and how they might play out long term. Nip this in the bud NOW. Address and confront this NOW before he does damage you can't fix. Don't let it spread, like I did.
- 0Aug 17, '13 by anotheroneAll I can say is that I am glad I went to college right after hs. I wouldn't get the same grades otherwise. It is difficult for some people who haven't gone to college to understand. It is also not always easy to get it through to spouses not in the medical field about things like mandatory ot. etc.. good luck. and after reading mclennan's post..... i grew up surrounded by that mentality and people like that just don't understand . my friends/bfs who were are in pharmacy, medicine, nursing, finance understand and emphasize alot more with why while in school , I couldnt go out all weekend.
- 1Aug 17, '13 by enchantmentdisTo the OP: Just wait until you are working as a nurse. He won't understand how hard it is then either. He will shrug it off. One of my marriages was ruined by my nursing career. I needed my husband to understand and support me. It did not happen. With my second husband I limit my complaints to 10 mins max a couple times per week only. They just don't get it and they are very lucky. If they cannot fix the problem they do not want to here about it--husbands, that is.
- 1Aug 17, '13 by megkatAll I can say is WOW. You guys are amazing. Ever single post had some really good advice, and I thank you for that.
My husband does support me and he has faith that I will succeed, however, he is having a really hard time understanding why I have to put so much time into. In order for him to get certifications for his job he has to take timed, open-book tests. They are pretty much testing his ability to look up and find a building code, so he doesn't actually have to memorize an entire book. He puts a monetary value on his time with everything he does and he thinks I should do the same thing with my time. The way I look at it is, if I love something it doesn't matter how much time I put into it.
A very wise old German neighbor of mine once told me "The day a woman gets married is the day she has her first child." And this could not be more true... seriously. When I've been studying for hours on end, he will come into whatever room I'm in and start making obnoxious noises or sing really loud to get my attention. I tend to tune him out because acting like a child isn't going to get him anywhere. If he were to say, hey take a break for 20 minutes to sit with me and watch TV or something I would be much more willing to take a break.
I guess I'm going to try to have a sit down talk with him and come up with some sort of schedule/rules for when I'm engrossed in schoolwork.
THANK YOU AGAIN for all the words of wisdom.