Terrible Medication error
- 1I made the worst medication error today and feel so horrible about it. I literraly wanted to quit the job from sadness and embarrasement. I'm a new nurse and have only been working at the hosiptal for about 5 months. I've been a nurse for about 10 months.
I had a patient on a lasix drip that was 100ml total volume. 100 mg in 90ml which calculated out to be given 5ml/hr. This may sound confusing but long story short I infused the medication at 100ml/hr instead of 5ml/hr because I was looking at the l00mg in 90ml and I was also looking at the 100 ml total volume instead of paying attenion to the 5ml/hr like I should have. Me and the charge nurse caught the error but 75ml had already went in in a little over 3 hrs when this medication should have lasted for almost 20 hrs if it was done correctly.
We contacted the doctor he said to just monitor him, I filled out an incident report, and we restarted the infusion at the correct dose. I belive I got confused because of all the different numbers on the IV bag and I was also very busy that night. The result of this was a critical potassium of 2.1!! we luckily had a potassium protocol to start potassium IV 50ml/hr for 6 bags total and recheck the level. I felt humiliated!! and so embarrased.
I knew everyone had knew my mistake because a random nurse came to me and asked me if I was ok. I knew he was asking this because the charge nurse must've told him what happened. I feel so dumb and incompetent as a nurse. I don't know how I will face this at work tommorow. Not to mention we do this thing called line up at the start of shift where we discuss things thats going on in the hospital and on the unit and we talk about bad mistakes that nurses make through out the hospital. I'm sure this is bad enough to be talked about during line up.
Although they don't say the name of the person who made the mistake I know everyone will know it was me, and of course I will know it's me their talking about! What makes it even worse is they read the same scenarios in line up everyday until a new situation happens that they can add to the lineup discussion. I will be so embarrassed everytime they talk about this in lineup. How do I come back from this? I feel like the worse person and nurse ever. I can't even think straight. I still don't know what penalty I will face yet but i'm praying I don't get fired.
Lastly the worst part of this situation is. When it was time to hang the potassium my charge nurse caught me off guard because I was already anxious and nervous and asked me what I would run the potassium at if it was 50ml per hr, just to be sure I would hang the IV correctly. I accidently said 25ml instead of 50ml because I get so nervous when i'm caught on the spot and asked questions. I'm sure she thinks i'm a complete idiot. I feel like my life is ruined!! IDK what to do. What if nursing just isn't the profession for me after i've worked so hard for it, i'm so distraught!Last edit by Esme12 on Apr 18, '13 : Reason: formatting
- 7Apr 17, '13 by Pangea Reunited(((hugs)))
I've also made a huge, humiliating mistake. It's the loneliest feeling in the world, even when the people around you are supportive and understanding and the patient is OK. I've seen over time that a lot of nurses make huge mistakes and get lucky with good outcomes, they just don't necessarily like to tell everyone about them. That can make each of us feel like we're the only one it's ever happened to.
I didn't get fired. No one really seemed to notice, actually (even though I self-reported to the patient's MD and my nursing supervisors). Of course, I thought very hard about what I'd done wrong and how I could keep it from ever happening again. That's really all we can do after the fact.
I hope everything works out OK for you. Just remember that you are not alone. Great nurses are only human and sometimes make horrible mistakes. Luckily, many of those mistakes are correctable- like mine ...and like yours.
- 7Apr 17, '13 by marycarneyYour life is not ruined, and you WILL recover from this. EVERYONE makes one of these high-stakes errors sooner or later. Your was sooner. You have clearly learned from your mistake, and will be hyper-vigilant in the future. The patient is ok.
Be grateful that you were supported - and move on.
- 3Apr 17, '13 by DoGoodThenGoYou are not the worse nurse or some such ever. What you are is human and a new graduate nurse which means mistakes sometimes happen.
The important thing is you caught your error, took corrective action and followed proper proceedures afterwards. It would a bit more troubling if you didn't notice the error and or became defensive about things afterwards.
Don't worry about what other nurses think about you in this situation. If any of your co-workers can honestly stand up and say they were perfect out of the starting gate and have been so ever since, then maybe we can talk.
Take a deep breath and put this down to a learning moment. In future what will you differently? If you feel comfortable that you won't be stabbed in the back ask a co-worker to check your numbers before hanging a bag.
On the bright side there is nothing like a good ole fashioned med dose error to start the adrenaline running. It also brings home the serious nature of your profession and will *hopefully* give you the kick in the pants to be more careful in future. *LOL*
- 1I'm sorry it wasn't over 3 hrs. I received the medication from pharmacy around 3:55 am and 75ml had gone in by 5am. I remember this because I had to draw a PTT at 5am which is why I noticed the error when i went in the patient's room. So it actually was just about an hour, if that makes a little more sense.
- 5Apr 17, '13 by PediLove2147I guarantee you will always double check your infusion rates from this point on. Don't be too hard on yourself, everyone makes mistakes. It sounds like you caught it pretty early on and were able to fix what came of it.
- 3Apr 17, '13 by limaRNTake a deep breath. I have made a pretty bad error as well and I know how you're feeling. It's a lonely, guilty, sick to your stomach kind of a feeling. The pt was eventually ok and that is what matters. You were honest and owned up to it which is very difficult. You are not a bad nurse, you are human. It will get better with time. Just keep your head high!