The BON exists to protect patients, not to "care" about nurses or giving them second chances.
I sympathize with you, but I wonder if you might be minimizing the problem that led up to restrictions being paced on your license? People are sometimes more willing to give you a chance if you take full responsibility and have a definite plan to keep yourself on track.
Have you considered moving to an area with a greater need for nursing staff? You might have better luck finding something if you broaden your search a bit.
**As a side note, it's "hipAA", not "hiPPa".