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Hello!!
I am a new nurse with 6 months experience on a surgical/telemetry floor. It really stinks to say it, but I do not like nursing that much. I know many of you will say its because I am new and need to figure out how to be a good nurse, but I actually am progressing very well, pretty decent at time management, and am already starting to feel very comfortable (still SO MUCH I don't know, but i'm a fast learner and handle pressure very well). I have gotten such good feedback from my managers and co-workers.
However, I am just not happy. I absolutely HATE the hours (I work nights- dont even get me started as to why I hate working nights). I do not like 12 hours shifts, working every other weekend SUCKS, and I feel like I a can't adapt to it. I understand I have to pay my dues with working nights, but working the 12 hour shifts and weekends will not change. On the days I work, I have no time to do anything besides work. Then I get bored on my off days when all my friends/family are at work. There is no routine or schedule since every week the days are scheduled differently. Also, I find that a lot of what my job entails is just tasks, tasks, tasks, tasks, tasks. Pass my 9 o'clock meds, bladder scan this guy, take this one to the bathroom, get an admission while all my other patients have their call lights on. I just thought it would be something more than that. I have thought about ICU since there is more critical thinking/less patients, but I just dont think I would be tremendously more satisfied.
I have already started thinking about going back to school since I feel so over nursing already. I either want to go to PA or NP school. The reason why I am considering PA school is because the program is more vigorous and has a more thorough curriculum. Since I dont have much nursing experience, I feel that might be the better option. However, would it be dumb of me to not go to NP school since i'm already a nurse? I just feel that with only about a year experience, I wouldn't thrive in NP school since experience is what really makes you a good NP. My gut tells me PA, but it is also way harder to get into and I am going to have to bust my behind to get things done to apply.
What are your thoughts on PA verse NP with my situation?? (I am NOT willing to wait longer to gain more experience as a nurse, 1 year, 1.5 years is max for me.) THANKS in advance!!