I Really Do Not Want the COVID Vaccine ?

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(So glad I stumbled across this website again after almost 6 years! I need to change my username because I am not an aspiring nurse anymore, I have been a nurse for almost 3 years! ?)

Anyway, I really do not want to take this new covid vaccine. I know I can’t be the only one who feels this way. Typically I am not an anti-vaxxer but something about this illness is making me think otherwise. For personal reasons I really do not want to take it when available at my hospital, but I’m afraid it will be mandatory. I am almost considering finding a new job if my hospital forces us all to take it. What a shame because I do like my job and wouldn’t know what else to turn to that isn’t nursing, because chances are most healthcare related places of employment will likely require all employees take it.

I want to use the excuse of it being against my religion but I already took the flu vaccine this year. I have nothing against the flu vaccine but didn’t necessarily want it, but my hospital practically FORCED everyone to take it unless they grant you an exemption. I’m afraid they’ll question me why I took the flu shot but cannot take the covid vaccine. 

What do you guys think about this? Will you be taking the vaccine? I just want us to be able to make our own decisions about this. If patients can refuse medications, procedures, and treatments, why can’t healthcare workers do the same? I read in multiple articles it will not be required by the federal government but each state and employer can decide whether or not it will be mandatory.

And forget the $1500 “stimulus check” that may be offered if you take it. All the money in the world would not change my mind about taking the vaccine. I feel as though if you have to bribe people to take it, something is peculiar.

I don’t know why this is bothering me so much. It should be a choice in my opinion. But by telling a few friends about not wanting it I feel judged. I have worked with covid patients multiple times since I am one of the younger nurses who does not have any kids/am pregnant. I feel like week after week I was always chosen to go to the covid section. At first I was mad but now it doesn’t bother me. I am not afraid to be near covid patients. Luckily through all this time I haven’t caught it. I always tell people I’d rather catch it than get this vaccine. That’s how strongly I feel against taking the vaccine. All of my non-nursing who have had covid are covered and thriving. To me catching it isn’t the biggest deal but others have called me selfish because I could be spreading it to others. Why is it looked at as selfish for not wanting to inject something into MY body. #mybodymychoice

Am I thinking about this too much? What would you do?

1 hour ago, myoglobin said:

Also, we lack data on the long term effectiveness rate for these vaccines.  Even most seasonal influenza vaccines are no more than 40-60% effective https://www.CDC.gov/flu/vaccines-work/vaccineeffect.htm and the antigenic drift of Covid seems if anything higher.

Your link explains why the efficacy rate is comparably low for flu vaccines. Despite that, they still prevent a significant amount of morbidity and mortality. Both Pfizer’s and Moderna’s Covid vaccines have much higher efficacy rates than the seasonal flu shots have so I don’t really understand how they relate? I’ve seen no evidence that the SARS-CoV-2 virus has higher antigenic shift than the various flu strains that cause seasonal influenza. Do you have any scientific sources that says it does?

Your Medium link does as you mentioned say that the virus has a low mutation rate. They’ve identified 68 strains and it says at the very end that only ONE of them (D614G) is clinically significant. And it also says that this mutation does NOT make the virus more resistant to antibodies. This is good news when it comes to what kind of efficacy we can expect from a vaccine. 

Specializes in ICU, trauma, neuro.
8 minutes ago, macawake said:

Your link explains why the efficacy rate is comparably low for flu vaccines. Despite that, they still prevent a significant amount of morbidity and mortality. Both Pfizer’s and Moderna’s Covid vaccines have much higher efficacy rates than the seasonal fly shots have so I don’t really understand how they relate? I’ve seen no evidence that the SARS-CoV-2 virus has higher antigenic shift than the various flu strains that cause seasonal influenza. Do you have any scientific sources that says it does?

I will concede that it appears that I was incorrect vis a vis influenza it does show significant mutation calling in to question regarding long term efficacy. Still, I will concede that point. However, it does nothing to go to my central point is that there are millions who are concerned about being forced to take this vaccination not only due to possible health consequences, but also for what they fear it represents in so far as a centralized, authoritarian government infringing upon our freedoms to live as we choose.  There are also many who have profound, sincere religious concerns over what this represents in terms of "end times" scenarios or at least "leading" in that direction.

30 minutes ago, myoglobin said:

Well here is one article that discusses many different strains https://medium.com/microbial-instincts/many-strains-of-covid-19-are-out-there-but-only-one-is-important-878b1ee1f829 . Although the article suggests a "low" mutation rate it goes on to examine a variety of mutations (of covid) and their characteristics:

Compared to the reference Wuhan strain (wild-type or original SARS-CoV-2), their molecular analyses discovered that 68 variants (or strains) with altered biological characteristics (see figure below):

24 variants had lower infectivity: All had a 4- to 100-fold decrease in infectivity, except for two variants (V341I and N331Q+N343Q) with over 100-fold reduction in infectivity.

8 variants had increased infectivity: One variant has the D614G mutation alone, and the other seven have the D614G plus one more mutation. But no difference in infectivity was found between single and combined D614G mutations, which indicates that the D614G mutation alone is responsible for the enhanced infectivity.

9 and 10 variants had increased and decreased sensitivity, respectively, to neutralization by monoclonal antibodies.

5 and 12 variants had increased and decreased sensitivity, respectively, to convalescent sera — the blood component of recovered Covid-19 patients that contain a mix of antibodies, which may or may not be specific to SARS-CoV-2 proteins.

Also, you say "none is true". How can you know my religious concerns? I assure you they are valid to me. Also, I provide a link to a UK article concerning possible mandatory vaccination in the UK being required by employers.  My point on the health care workers is that this virus is extremely transmittable and that although healthcare workers are at increased risk (due to increased viral load). They are also often younger than the general population and most people under the age of 60 are at relatively low risk of death from this virus. 

 

All viruses mutate, including sars-cov-2. I never claimed otherwise. My point was just that, compared to the influenza virus (which has a notoriously high rate of mutation, contributing both to its seasonal nature and the relative ineffectiveness of any given year's vaccine), sars-cov-2 mutates more slowly. This is a good thing.

Also, if you look again at the post you're responding to, you'll notice that I did not argue against your religious statements or anything at all except for the specific parts of your post that I quoted. Apologies for any misunderstanding. 

Finally, people under 60 are certainly at less risk of dying from covid than the elderly are. However, people under 60 in first world nations are still substantially more likely to die of covid than they are of dying from any other infectious disease in the next year or two. Which is to say nothing of the non-lethal-but-still-awful long term consequences to younger people after having covid.

I'm not in favor of workplaces mandating use of a drug that hasn't been as thoroughly tested as we would normally demand. But I think it's pretty important not to argue against the vaccine on the basis of factual falsehoods or playing down the risk of covid19 via rhetorical slight of hand. It's a terrible disease. If you understand all that and still don't want to take the vaccine, I support your decision, for whatever that's worth.

28 minutes ago, myoglobin said:

I will concede that it appears that I was incorrect vis a vis influenza it does show significant mutation calling in to question regarding long term efficacy. Still, I will concede that point. However, it does nothing to go to my central point is that there are millions who are concerned about being forced to take this vaccination not only due to possible health consequences, but also for what they fear it represents in so far as a centralized, authoritarian government infringing upon our freedoms to live as we choose.  There are also many who have profound, sincere religious concerns over what this represents in terms of "end times" scenarios or at least "leading" in that direction.

Personally I don’t think that a Covid vaccine will  be mandated in many, if any, democratic countries. I can of course not be certain of that, but that is my guess. If it happens, I suspect it is more likely that it will be individual employers rather than governments. 

I have to admit, I’m not sure what ”end times scenarios” are exactly, but isn’t a pandemic that has cost many lives, appears to carry the risk of long term sequelae for a portion of those who’ve survived the infection and that has had a very negative impact on the economy also a concern? I don’t think vaccines should be mandated, but I do not personally fear them and will take one of them once approved and when I’ve had the chance to review the relevant data. 

Specializes in ICU, trauma, neuro.
6 minutes ago, macawake said:

Personally I don’t think that a Covid vaccine will  be mandated in many, if any, democratic countries. I can of course not be certain of that, but that is my guess. If it happens, I suspect it is more likely that it will be individual employers rather than governments. 

I have to admit, I’m not sure what ”end times scenarios” are exactly, but isn’t a pandemic that has cost many lives, appears to carry the risk of long term sequelae for a portion of those who’ve survived the infection and that has had a very negative impact on the economy also a concern? I don’t think vaccines should be mandated, but I do not personally fear them and will take one of them once approved and when I’ve had the chance to review the relevant data. 

Well, when I worked as an RN I was given no choice for the flu vaccine. Take the vaccine or not work. It is (we used to have an option to wear a mask during flu season but that was phased out). This was particularly vexing given that family members (who visited) and MD's (who were not employees) were not required to take the vaccine (and about 70% of the MD's that I would ask said that they did not take the flu vaccine. Unscientific, but interesting). Also, from a Christian "end time" scenario many believe that there will be a "one world" order that mandates "taking a mark" in order to "buy or sell goods" (it doesn't say anything about earning money though) and that those who refuse will be persecuted. I hope you are correct about the mandates.   

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Specializes in Pediatrics, Pediatric Float, PICU, NICU.
42 minutes ago, myoglobin said:

Well, when I worked as an RN I was given no choice for the flu vaccine. Take the vaccine or not work. 

That is indeed a choice. 

Specializes in ACNP-BC, Adult Critical Care, Cardiology.

Can someone strong in basic sciences comment?  I feel like the messenger RNA technology is what makes this vaccine different.  SARS-CoV-2, unlike the seasonal flu, relies on the spike protein to infect the host.  Is there a difference in the spike proteins in the various mutations?  I have not read that as the case.  The role of the messenger RNA vaccine is to "teach" if you will, our own cells to create the spike protein that is unique to the coronavirus, thereby, preventing the SARS-CoV-2 spike to engage our cells.  Seems straight out of science fiction but yes, I tend to believe it.

Specializes in Med/Surg, LTACH, LTC, Home Health.

Everyone will have their reasons for acceptance or declination. Mine is purely going to be based on an emotional one. As the only healthcare/frontline worker in the family, I’m going to accept the vaccine because I want to base my recommendations to my children and grandchildren and other family members on personal experience with it. If the worst happens, they’ll surely not take it. But if it works out well, then I’ll be transformed from the sacrificial lamb to the role model who leads by example. 

Basically, I’m uneasy about the vaccine like many others; but I need to ‘know’ for my children’s sake...if that makes sense....since it’ll be months before they’ll need to make the decision. My job asked for volunteers and after first ignoring the request, I volunteered during the second survey. So, I’m 50+ years old with no health problems or medications. So we’ll see...

Specializes in ICU, trauma, neuro.
57 minutes ago, JadedCPN said:

That is indeed a choice. 

I suppose that it is "a choice", but considering that most of us rely upon our jobs to feed our families, pay our rent, and our health insurance, it is just shy of give up your religious faith or go to a "reeducation" camp much like the Falun Gong and Uighur Muslims's in China are given (albeit not so drastic, at least not yet). I take from your seemingly casual attitude towards it "being a choice" that many in administration will likely echo your perspective hence my concern that the covid vaccine might become mandatory. Here is a recently peer reviewed study that suggests that vaccinations may have health burdens (as well as benefits) https://www.mdpi.com/1660-4601/17/22/8674/htm and at least supports the thesis that individuals should have reasonable choice in the matter. The mere fact that vaccine makers advise women to not become pregnant for at least two months following vaccination creates religious issues https://www.lifesitenews.com/news/pfizer-coronavirus-vaccine-not-safe-for-pregnant-or-breastfeeding-mums-potential-danger-for-fertility . Given that some churches do not condone birth control (the Eastern Orthodox Church for example). 

Specializes in Pediatrics, Pediatric Float, PICU, NICU.

@myoglobin my statement wasn’t casual in nature but rather factual and directed only to your statement about not having a choice for the flu vaccine when you did indeed have a choice. That’s all.

Specializes in ICU, trauma, neuro.
18 minutes ago, JadedCPN said:

@myoglobin my statement wasn’t casual in nature but rather factual and directed only to your statement about not having a choice for the flu vaccine when you did indeed have a choice. That’s all.

OK, but my point was that a choice of "do this or lose your job" really isn't much of a choice.  That is the same sort of choice that led many people (more women than men) to be sexually harassed or exploited for example. There is a disparity of power between the employer and the employee in most cases and a choice that involves not having your job really isn't much of a choice in a nation where many have less than a month's worth of financial resources.

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