I know that this has been a topic of other threads but I need to rant and may need some personalized advice. I hate my job with a passion. I hate my job so much that I hate my life and I don't know if I want to be a hospital nurse. I work on a med/surg telemetry floor. We usually have 7 patients, occasionally 8, and I can't even think straight with that load. Even the nurses that have been there 20 years can't keep up with it. I've been an RN for 5 months. I was a home health LPN before then. I've had this job for 3 months and it's been so awful. I get off at 7 but typically don't get out until 9. I was told I could pick my schedule, but they change it to the worst schedule I could imagine. Other nurses seem to think I'm an idiot when I give report and miss a few things because I've been too busy to do anything but the bare essentials. When I get 5-6 patients, I have no problem. But more is torture and my home life is suffering from my misery. It seems like nobody on our floor likes their job. I get the worst patient loads, like 2 needy patients on opposite ends of the floor or 5 needy patients on top of an admission. I don't want to be one of the other nurses that has been there for a year or two and still has these problems. Am I just a complainer? I can't deal with how badly this affects me everyday . Any advice?