This morning I had admission that came up from the ED. Her blood pressure was high with SBP in the 190s and the pulse was hanging around the high 90s/low 100s. The doctor saw her and put in a STAT order for IV labetolol and I gave it without question over the recommended 2 minutes for the dose I gave. She was on a cardiac monitor and I was watching the rate and rhythm closely. No adverse effects were noted, and the vitals were stable a half an hour, 1 hour, and 2 hours after administration. My shift ended and I left. I had no worries about the care I provided .
I am still relatively new on my floor, and during my inevitable post-work anxiety nightmares, I dreamt I was being fired for administering this drug. Somehow, my waking self did not remember a comment that I received once, roughly 6 months ago in orientation, about IV labetalol, but my subconscious pulled it up no problem. We are not supposed to give it on our floor (though IV metoprolol is okay) and it needs to be administered in an ICU/CCU setting.
When I am back at work, I am going to complete an incident report and inform my charge nurse but I am very fearful. I know med errors happen, but I just feel awful and cannot help but think of all the "what ifs" as far as the patient's health and my own job. I doubt any one has been in these exact shoes, but any input is appreciated. I am so worried and full of regret.
