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Hello Nurses, I need some words of hope and some inputs from some good experience Nurses now that at work I really can't trust anyone.
I have been having a really tough time at work, I work at night and I am in total control of this charge Nurses that don't do nothing but report everything you do to make you drawn. I recently receive my first write up on December 30th blaming me that I discharge a patient and in the papers given there were other peoples papers in it, I work in the ED.
In the ED sometimes the charge Nurses discharge the patients and then ask you to chart the discharge for them, well as a rookie first lesson learn I won't never do it again. As an addendum the write up included that lab wrote me up for sending the Urine and vial of blood together in the same bag, blame I took with pride I won't never do it again. The lack of techs and the help provided because I am a new nurse is minimal and I screw up. This is my first write up and I took it as a learning experience, after all I hope it would be the worst of my mistakes and I did not kill anyone.
Then February 2nd another phone call from management, I am always so afraid, because really not having a good time and I don't feel comfortable with the staff any question I ask or movement I do gets reported by charge nurse and is very very intimidating. Well this second write up is what I want guidance from you experience nurses. I really feel they are picking on me to get me fire just because I don't know why they just don't like me.
The situations presented to me are the following:
- On January 29th, 2015 at 0645 (6:45am) I received a patient complaining of chest pain and complications.
- At 6:45am I received the patient and placed her in a room, initiated triage and placed her in a gown.
- Although my shift ended at 0700(7:00am), I finalized caring for the patient by ensuring protocol was met and placing the patient on a cardiac monitor at 0704 (7:04am) as documented in the chart.
- After placing her on the monitor and based on her condition, she was complaining about chest pain and palpitations, for that reason I delegated the ED technician to perform an Electrocardiogram on the patient and followed up with him to make sure it was done.
- At 0715 (7:15am) I handed off Report at bedside to the day Nurse on duty. At this point my duty ended and the respective patient was in a stable condition. There was no complaint presented to me at this time.
Based on the given facts above, I believe that I have completed my duties as an RN in full and with a professional and timely manner towards the respective patient.
Then on February 2nd, I received a phone call from my Manager, asking me to come to her office to discuss the presented scenario with me. Manager and (Chief Director of the ER) said the patient in question presented to the ER on January 29th at 0645 is a RN and is claiming that I did not place her on a monitor in timely manner. I explained with facts, based on my chart that I performed all my duties on timely manner, even though my shift already ended. I also explained that I handed off the report at bedside. If the monitor wasn't placed in a timely manner, then it would have been corrected at this time.
I still were forced to sign this write up that in top of that had the issue with the urine and the blood one more time and as explained by the manager was because at the time of the first write up the ESRM report was not ready and because now is it needed to be address again and really makes it sound like I did it twice when I just did it once.
Now I texted my manager this morning telling her I want the copy of this disciplinary actions I sign and she very mean reply check with HR you can have those copies but you are not allowed to take any patient information outside the hospital big big accusation ;-/ very very scared I have been crying and feeling very sad thinking I chose the wrong profession after working so hard to get here... any thought experience nurses ???