Had a horrible two days. I'm only taking 4 patients at this point and am still with a preceptor but wow. Last week I was doing well, but this week I was beyond overwhelmed. All my patients pretty much needed total care. Constant pain, vomiting, blood transfusions, an incident report, a code, doctors giving me orders (and I can barely understand their accents), chem. strips, IV infiltrations, meds. almost every hour., family members wanting to talk with me.. and to boot my back and shoulder are killing me, I may have pulled them while assisting a patient. I didn't end up leaving until 3 hours past my shift with no lunch and no breaks!
I feel like an awful nurse, totally incompetent. I wanted to sit in a dark corner and weep. I just feel like I don't know what I'm doing. I have trouble explaining things, when something unexpected happens I just don't know what to do.... I know its not good.. just don't know how to fix it. And if I keep "learning" like this (hectic and haphazardly) I feel like I'll never truly learn.
How long until it gets better? I'm supposed to be by myself with 6 patients in less than 2 weeks! I feel fortunate to have a job, and I think the experience of floor nursing will be great - but wow, can't imagine doing this forever.
Had a horrible two days. I'm only taking 4 patients at this point and am still with a preceptor but wow. Last week I was doing well, but this week I was beyond overwhelmed. All my patients pretty much needed total care. Constant pain, vomiting, blood transfusions, an incident report, a code, doctors giving me orders (and I can barely understand their accents), chem. strips, IV infiltrations, meds. almost every hour., family members wanting to talk with me.. and to boot my back and shoulder are killing me, I may have pulled them while assisting a patient. I didn't end up leaving until 3 hours past my shift with no lunch and no breaks!
I feel like an awful nurse, totally incompetent. I wanted to sit in a dark corner and weep. I just feel like I don't know what I'm doing. I have trouble explaining things, when something unexpected happens I just don't know what to do.... I know its not good.. just don't know how to fix it. And if I keep "learning" like this (hectic and haphazardly) I feel like I'll never truly learn.
How long until it gets better? I'm supposed to be by myself with 6 patients in less than 2 weeks! I feel fortunate to have a job, and I think the experience of floor nursing will be great - but wow, can't imagine doing this forever.