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I wish I didn't stay there as long as I did. I wish I would have realized earlier on I was in a toxic work environment and would have left sooner. I think I learned a lot there. It took a toll on my health both physical and mental. I developed anxiety, had more migraines than ever. I had a migraine that lasted for 1 month and I couldn't get rid of it. Since I left that position my headaches got better and anxiety lessened some. While at the new position I was put on anti anxiety meds and now I am doing much better.
I wish I had started earlier. In fact, I should have enrolled in the practical nurse program at the vo-tech straight out of high school. Then, I would have worked in a nursing home, saved some money, bought a car and then start working on my RN license part-time or maybe even full-time if things were going well.
Woulda shoulda coulda seems to be my life story.
But wouldn't we all do things differently if we could go back?
Am I going to sound too starry-eyed if I say nothing?
I went straight from school into the PICU, and have never regretted it. I think I'm far enough past the newbie phase now (having even lived through a strike!) that I harbour no illusions about management or the like. But, despite the fact that politics get us down at times, I love my unit and the girls I work with. Case in point: yesterday was slow, so we sent the EMS tech out to the supermarket ... *ahem* ... out to "gas up the truck" and then our charge nurse cooked us all pancakes!
I wouldn't change a thing.
I wish I would have realized that what I really wanted to do was to become a doctor. I thought being a nurse would be enough of "in the medical field"that I thought I wanted. I soon realized my thinking and interests were more in line with medicine and dx than nursing and teaching, support, etc.
But, I am where I am, and not going to medical school in this lifetime...so I am trying to be the best uninterested nurse I can be....
jordydan7295
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If you could start your nursing career over to your first place of practice, what would you do different? What do you wish you could have done then, from what you know now?