I want to be a Navy nurse. I know there is a Military board here, but this is more a general comment. *Sigh*. I was interested in joining the Navy Reserves as a BSN in a year and a half. It seems like a great opportunity and I can't let it go. I can't stop thinking about it. In fact, now I want to join Active Duty. My cousin has been in the Navy for 9 years and he's talking me into it even further. It just seems like such a great opportunity and I know it would make me a better person. The problem comes in that I have six small children (four biological and two foster) and everyone is making me feel bad about even considering going away for a couple of months to OIC. I am trying to let the dream go, but I can't. I just feel drawn to do it, ya know? DH has said I could hire a live-in nanny; it's something we tossed around for some time even before I started on my military kick, but then he'll say, "It's too bad you'll miss so much of your children's lives". Which is true, too. I don't want to miss their lives but it almost doesn't matter that I'll miss a couple of months because I think we will benefit in the long run. What can I do? How do I tell my family that even though I said I didn't really care if I joined or not, the truth is, I really want to?