The other night, during my med pass, I made an error.
I had accidentally given my pt the narcotic her neighbor was to receive. They were in separate rooms and I obviously failed at my 5 rights. I realized my error before making a second error and giving the neighbor the wrong med as well.
I stopped what I was doing, freaked out and then checked the pt, assessed her, told my most senior nurse and called the MD. The MD put an order in for this narcotic as a one time dose. Vitals were stable and the pt slept comfortably but was arousable all night.
However, my senior nurse friend advised me to not tell the DON and I listened. I didn't fill out a report. And I charted that pt requested this med. That was wrong and I'm dying on the inside. I knew not to do that, but I trusted my colleague. Stupid stupid stupid. I knew better.
Today my DON called me. The husband called the pt advocate. He's livid and said she was worse after this narcotic. I told my DON everything and she told me she would get a union rep to start an investigation. I'm so worried and ashamed. I know and knew better. I know I deserve what I get but what should I expect?
Just a little background: I am a nurse of 2 years on a med Tele floor. The med I gave was oxycodone 10 mg. And the family is livid. Please be kind although I don't deserve and be honest, thank you.
Updated:
Dear Nurse Beth,
The other night, during my med pass, I made an error.
I had accidentally given my pt the narcotic her neighbor was to receive. They were in separate rooms and I obviously failed at my 5 rights. I realized my error before making a second error and giving the neighbor the wrong med as well.
I stopped what I was doing, freaked out and then checked the pt, assessed her, told my most senior nurse and called the MD. The MD put an order in for this narcotic as a one time dose. Vitals were stable and the pt slept comfortably but was arousable all night.
However, my senior nurse friend advised me to not tell the DON and I listened. I didn't fill out a report. And I charted that pt requested this med. That was wrong and I'm dying on the inside. I knew not to do that, but I trusted my colleague. Stupid stupid stupid. I knew better.
Today my DON called me. The husband called the pt advocate. He's livid and said she was worse after this narcotic. I told my DON everything and she told me she would get a union rep to start an investigation. I'm so worried and ashamed. I know and knew better. I know I deserve what I get but what should I expect?
Just a little background: I am a nurse of 2 years on a med Tele floor. The med I gave was oxycodone 10 mg. And the family is livid. Please be kind although I don't deserve and be honest, thank you.
More Like This
Share this post