I have been a nurse for about a year now. But, I dread going to work everyday. My days off are spent dreading the fact that I have to go to work. I am miserable. I hate the stress of the job. I hate knowing my every move can determine whether someone lives or dies. I go home wondering if I did enough that shift. See I always wanted to be a Nurse or a teacher. I loved teaching and whenever I studied, I pretended I was "teaching a class". I loved being a tutor in nursing school and I loved the learning. But I was never a big fan of clinicals. I always wished I could love clinicals as much as my friends. The only ones I truly loved were peds & OB. So you are probably wondering why I didn't choose teaching as my major? My mom wouldn't support me. She refused to help me with school, if I was going to be teacher. So here I am working her "dream career" and not mine. I am miserable. I see people pass away and realize life it so short. I want to enjoy life, not be counting down the days till I am free. How do I go about doing this?! Any advice?
I have been a nurse for about a year now. But, I dread going to work everyday. My days off are spent dreading the fact that I have to go to work. I am miserable. I hate the stress of the job. I hate knowing my every move can determine whether someone lives or dies. I go home wondering if I did enough that shift. See I always wanted to be a Nurse or a teacher. I loved teaching and whenever I studied, I pretended I was "teaching a class". I loved being a tutor in nursing school and I loved the learning. But I was never a big fan of clinicals. I always wished I could love clinicals as much as my friends. The only ones I truly loved were peds & OB. So you are probably wondering why I didn't choose teaching as my major? My mom wouldn't support me. She refused to help me with school, if I was going to be teacher. So here I am working her "dream career" and not mine. I am miserable. I see people pass away and realize life it so short. I want to enjoy life, not be counting down the days till I am free. How do I go about doing this?! Any advice?