It's been one year and I am just as unsure of myself as I was in the beginning. I think I have made a mistake becoming a nurse. I love helping people, but I feel like I am not smart enough, no good enough, not fast enough. And the thought of losing my license paralyzes me with fear every day, even when I am not at work. And it doesn't help when you hear stories of others losing their licenses because they forgot to document something. I gave report the other night and the nurse actually said to me " I could report you to the Board of Nursing if I wanted to if I thought you weren't competent." I don't think I can live like this, in fear all the time. I need a job where I can support my family without fear. What else can I do?