My apologies for this being such a novel! There's a lot on my mind and I'm not sure who or what to do at this point, so I'm going to let it out here and maybe one of you wonderful people can offer some advice.
I've only been a nurse for about a year and a half, but managed to land a job working as an RN in an office-setting managing the medical care side of 30+ individuals. There is one other nurse who was hired earlier this year. When management picked her, I was ecstatic because she brought SO much nursing and leadership experience to the table that I frankly lack, and she has taught me SO much ever since. We balance each other out really well, and it was wonderful. Until I started noticing some things. Early on, I noticed she was very accusatory of others and argumentative. For instance -- she accused me of going through her desk (we share an office room), and she wasn't really rude about it, but she stated that she had noticed some things on her desk moved around on several occasions, so of course she blamed me. Well, I understand why she would accuse me because we do share an office; however, I am not the only one with access to our office, and I really have no desire to go through anyone's things, so I point blank told her I never go through her stuff. What got me she had rummaged through another person's desk to "borrow" an ethernet cord. I didn't realize where she had obtained this cord until she told me. Now, I'm not the one to start drama by ANY means. Typically, I stay to myself and stay away from all the drama, even though that makes me out to be a sort of oddball to everyone in the office. I'm not there to start crap-I'm there to take care of my people. But the fact that she went through someone's belongings to "borrow" (steal) a cord just really threw me.
Then another instance. We receive medications from our pharmacy routinely, and one of her individuals had a pack of antibiotics that were sent in and then discontinued. Rather than waste those antibiotics, she kept them in her narcotic drawer with the excuse of "you never know when someone might need those" and "they're just antibiotics." Granted, yes, they are "just" antibiotics, but they were not HERS to keep. As a nurse, I really do not care what medication it is, if the medication has been prescribed for someone else, they are simply not mine to take. Maybe I'm too black and white with that, but that's how I see things. Anyway, so a few weeks later, about the time she accused me of going through her things, she said the antibiotics had come up missing from her drawer. I simply shrugged my shoulders because I honestly had no idea where they were. Then, not too long after that, we received medications from the pharmacy as we usually do. Some of them were narcotics for her clients, and this was a day she was not in the office, so I simply locked them in her narcotic drawer and left a message for her stating what I left and where. What was odd, though, is I noticed in the back of this drawer was a pack of antibiotics stashed away. It was the same pack she said had gone missing. I didn't say anything, didn't do anything, because I didn't want her thinking I was "going through" her things -- I was just placing narcotics in her drawer. So I just shut the drawer and locked it and let it go.
Some other things have happened, but I'm going to focus on the most recent, more concerning incidents. We have a med tech/med runner in our office whom this other nurse has become relatively close with. She knows more about the med tech than I do, that's for sure. Well, several weeks back this nurse told me in private that the med tech/med runner had offered her extra Adderall that her son had left over when his meds had changed. Her reason is she believes she has ADD but her doctor will not prescribe the meds for it just yet, so she took a couple Adderall, and halved them. I was stunned but I kept silent trying to figure out what to say. I don't have a single bit of proof and it'd be her word against mine, so I'm really not even sure who to go to. I wasn't even sure if this was something she was simply telling me to see if I'd go to someone about, if that makes sense. I have been keeping my eyes and ears far more open around her, and this passed weekend I thought of something. We have coworkers who are coordinators over our individuals. They assist us in quite a bit. Well, one coordinator is under the other nurse, and their individual had a prescription for Adderall which was discontinued and changed to Ritalin about a month ago. Last week, the med tech and I were discussing this coworker of ours and how this coworker has yet to bring in the discontinued Adderall to our office to be wasted. The other nurse was out of the office that day, so the med tech asked the nurse if the Adderall had been brought back. According to the med tech, the nurse said yes and that it had been wasted. Thing is, I never signed off with her that those were wasted. We do not have an electronic system that requires two nurses ID's to waste medications, we use paper. And I never signed off on those. So yesterday, I asked this nurse nonchalantly if that discontinued Adderall had been brought back, just to see her response. Her first response was no, but then she stopped, closed her eyes, shook her head and said she wasted them but they were never brought in to the office. Once again, I had NO idea what to even say. I'm just overwhelmed with this right now, and maybe I'm thinking too much into it??? Yeah, probably not... but then I got to thinking and I wondered if she said the med tech gave her Adderall when really she actually took what she "wasted," and I'm not close enough with the med tech to ask her anything about this.
This is the same nurse who claims she's been through the ringer with the DEA over previous coworkers stealing meds and she values her license too much to jeopardize it. Why would she admit to taking nonprescribed Adderall? While I am very black and white on prescription meds, keeping the discontinued antibiotics was one thing, but taking Adderall??? And why would she waste Adderall that never touched her hands? If that Adderall is missing, I sure has hell wouldn't sign my name to a waste sheet when it never reached my hands. I would try to get to the bottom of where it is and WHY it hasn't been brought back TO be wasted.
Guys, what do I do if all I have are statements with no other hard proof of anything going on? Remember I haven't been a nurse for very long, and this is the very first time I've ever experienced something like this, and to put it lightly, I'm VERY concerned!
My apologies for this being such a novel! There's a lot on my mind and I'm not sure who or what to do at this point, so I'm going to let it out here and maybe one of you wonderful people can offer some advice.
I've only been a nurse for about a year and a half, but managed to land a job working as an RN in an office-setting managing the medical care side of 30+ individuals. There is one other nurse who was hired earlier this year. When management picked her, I was ecstatic because she brought SO much nursing and leadership experience to the table that I frankly lack, and she has taught me SO much ever since. We balance each other out really well, and it was wonderful. Until I started noticing some things. Early on, I noticed she was very accusatory of others and argumentative. For instance -- she accused me of going through her desk (we share an office room), and she wasn't really rude about it, but she stated that she had noticed some things on her desk moved around on several occasions, so of course she blamed me. Well, I understand why she would accuse me because we do share an office; however, I am not the only one with access to our office, and I really have no desire to go through anyone's things, so I point blank told her I never go through her stuff. What got me she had rummaged through another person's desk to "borrow" an ethernet cord. I didn't realize where she had obtained this cord until she told me. Now, I'm not the one to start drama by ANY means. Typically, I stay to myself and stay away from all the drama, even though that makes me out to be a sort of oddball to everyone in the office. I'm not there to start crap-I'm there to take care of my people. But the fact that she went through someone's belongings to "borrow" (steal) a cord just really threw me.
Then another instance. We receive medications from our pharmacy routinely, and one of her individuals had a pack of antibiotics that were sent in and then discontinued. Rather than waste those antibiotics, she kept them in her narcotic drawer with the excuse of "you never know when someone might need those" and "they're just antibiotics." Granted, yes, they are "just" antibiotics, but they were not HERS to keep. As a nurse, I really do not care what medication it is, if the medication has been prescribed for someone else, they are simply not mine to take. Maybe I'm too black and white with that, but that's how I see things. Anyway, so a few weeks later, about the time she accused me of going through her things, she said the antibiotics had come up missing from her drawer. I simply shrugged my shoulders because I honestly had no idea where they were. Then, not too long after that, we received medications from the pharmacy as we usually do. Some of them were narcotics for her clients, and this was a day she was not in the office, so I simply locked them in her narcotic drawer and left a message for her stating what I left and where. What was odd, though, is I noticed in the back of this drawer was a pack of antibiotics stashed away. It was the same pack she said had gone missing. I didn't say anything, didn't do anything, because I didn't want her thinking I was "going through" her things -- I was just placing narcotics in her drawer. So I just shut the drawer and locked it and let it go.
Some other things have happened, but I'm going to focus on the most recent, more concerning incidents. We have a med tech/med runner in our office whom this other nurse has become relatively close with. She knows more about the med tech than I do, that's for sure. Well, several weeks back this nurse told me in private that the med tech/med runner had offered her extra Adderall that her son had left over when his meds had changed. Her reason is she believes she has ADD but her doctor will not prescribe the meds for it just yet, so she took a couple Adderall, and halved them. I was stunned but I kept silent trying to figure out what to say. I don't have a single bit of proof and it'd be her word against mine, so I'm really not even sure who to go to. I wasn't even sure if this was something she was simply telling me to see if I'd go to someone about, if that makes sense. I have been keeping my eyes and ears far more open around her, and this passed weekend I thought of something. We have coworkers who are coordinators over our individuals. They assist us in quite a bit. Well, one coordinator is under the other nurse, and their individual had a prescription for Adderall which was discontinued and changed to Ritalin about a month ago. Last week, the med tech and I were discussing this coworker of ours and how this coworker has yet to bring in the discontinued Adderall to our office to be wasted. The other nurse was out of the office that day, so the med tech asked the nurse if the Adderall had been brought back. According to the med tech, the nurse said yes and that it had been wasted. Thing is, I never signed off with her that those were wasted. We do not have an electronic system that requires two nurses ID's to waste medications, we use paper. And I never signed off on those. So yesterday, I asked this nurse nonchalantly if that discontinued Adderall had been brought back, just to see her response. Her first response was no, but then she stopped, closed her eyes, shook her head and said she wasted them but they were never brought in to the office. Once again, I had NO idea what to even say. I'm just overwhelmed with this right now, and maybe I'm thinking too much into it??? Yeah, probably not... but then I got to thinking and I wondered if she said the med tech gave her Adderall when really she actually took what she "wasted," and I'm not close enough with the med tech to ask her anything about this.
This is the same nurse who claims she's been through the ringer with the DEA over previous coworkers stealing meds and she values her license too much to jeopardize it. Why would she admit to taking nonprescribed Adderall? While I am very black and white on prescription meds, keeping the discontinued antibiotics was one thing, but taking Adderall??? And why would she waste Adderall that never touched her hands? If that Adderall is missing, I sure has hell wouldn't sign my name to a waste sheet when it never reached my hands. I would try to get to the bottom of where it is and WHY it hasn't been brought back TO be wasted.
Guys, what do I do if all I have are statements with no other hard proof of anything going on? Remember I haven't been a nurse for very long, and this is the very first time I've ever experienced something like this, and to put it lightly, I'm VERY concerned!