I NEED OPINIONS. THIS REALLY MADE ME SO DEPRESSED FOR DAYS NOW.
Recently I got terminated on my 5th month for an incident that did not happened of my shift. I'm a new nurse. Barely on my 5 months on the facility I worked for(so im still on probation being an orientee).
DURING MY 5 MONTHS
For the first few months I was working hard. I got very good feedbacks from other staff member, from patients to families for being attentive to their needs and whatnot. All in all, I was doing really well. Even my manager and director commend me because they've been hearing good stuff from peers. Not to brag but I'm really the kind of person who likes to balance things out. I worked for a rehab/LTC and since it has gloom atmosphere, I try to put in a cheery attitude. So that really keeps my job a breeze. Despite all this efforts, I don't fit in to my working environment. Most of them have 5-10 years of experience. Mostly, they are beyond my age range. As I'm only on my 1 year. Some of my coworkers warned me about others being a snitch but I brushed it off. I'm just there to do my job. But then again, I kept this 1 or 2 time subtle informal counseling from my unit manager about this and that. But being new, I just signed away it not knowing it will go on my records. Again, it did not bother me because I consistently getting smiles and good feedback from them. It gave me this illusion that it's a team and everyone got each other's back.
ON MY 4th MONTH
Anway, a month before this incident, I got a nursing job under the new grad program from an affiliated hospital. Being a new nurse, I couldn't be happier. But all my coworker had been telling me that that I have to be a 6 months employee to get a hospital transfer. The human resource manager from the hospital said that they requested my director if they could make an exception for me. The director agreed on one condition; they have to find a replacement for me before I leave. After a month of waiting, they finally found a replacement for me. But on my final week of working in this rehab, this incident happened:
Last week, I was so in distraught I got terminated for 1 time mistake I'm not even aware of! An IV line that was found clogged last week of February. They found out that IV dressing wasn't change since from the patients admission to the facility (which was early feb). They said it was supposed to be change every week.
I was the nurse on duty during those shifts that it needed to be change. They saw on the treatment records my initials, indicating that I have done it.
Mainly, they blame the unchanged needle connector for getting clogged.
In my defense, and in all honesty, I took it as a PRN because a PRN was added in the instruction. So on those both shifts I only did an assessment,; the IV line was patent, clean and intact. I really thought it appears every day so I did not worry. Also, the change needle connector wasn't stated on the instruction. So even though the IV dressing was changed, it will still be clotted since it's not stated there. I also asked them how come other nurses didn't notice that the IV dressing wasn't change (I'm only part time and I'm not there all the time). Regardless of my explanations, they kept emphasizing how I did not do my job on those days. AND it really make me so nervous because my director is lawyering me.
For confidentiality, the incident happened like:
Day 7 of week 1, I was nurse on duty.
Day 7 of week 2, I was nurse on duty.
Day 7 of week 3, Other nurse was on duty. (No one initialed on this day)
Day 7 of week 4, IV line was found clogged. Dressing was found not changed.
Week 5, they did an investigation based on grievance. The next day they find I'm at fault and fired me.
Day 7 of week 5. Supposed to be my LAST day.
On week 5, they summoned me at the office. They told me that I am terminated for falsifying a documentation. (DESPITE MY EXPLANATIONS!!) I never been so devastated. What's more crushing was that they said I won't also be getting my hospital transfer. What's really aggravating about my situation was that they terminated me 1 day before my last day.
I am also confused with the number of compliments I am getting, they fire me over this kind of incident. When I told this to my friends, they told me it sounds like there's discrimination because normally, incidents like this has a process. Start of from a verbal warning, to written warning and to a suspension.
I did not get any counselling, nor warning... and I will gladly accept if it's suspension, but I feel like termination is an extreme consequence.
So I'm asking you guys if you think it is justifiable to terminate me over an incident that didn't happen on my shift? (
For weeks since I got the hospital job, I kept following up with them because I feel like they were stalling me and I don't want to miss out the program. I also never get a return call from HR after at least 3 calls per week. But then again, my director reassure me she's communicating with them and that they extended the position for me. Being a motivated new nurse, I was hoping I'm not being a bugger. I can't help but to think it was all a set up because this all happens right after they found a replacement for me.
Do you guys think I irritated them for asking when my hospital transfer would be. I really feel like I pissed of my director and kept getting my hopes high so I won't leave until she find a replacement for me. Then decided to screw things up for me. What do you think?
I don't know what to think anymore.
*sorry for typos and grammatical errors