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New to ICU. I've been having nightmares.
Patient coding and no one around to help
Setting levophed to .5 instead of .05 and having my patient with increased ICP herniate
Running dry on drips, patient dies
I mean my brain gets freaking creative.
That's a common anxiety dream, and yes, I've had that one. :)I often dream that I am in college, signed up for a math class, dropped it, then realized right before the final exam that I actually didn't really drop it. I've missed class, all homework, and haven't studied for the final.
Hate that one.
I have that one too! I realize that I have been signed up, haven't gone, have missed weeks and weeks... lol. Why math? I am good at math! Crazy, the way our brains deal with anxiety.
I have had all of the mentioned nightmares including my teeth falling out. Occupational hazard I guess. I also dream that I'm at school and can't get my locker open to get my work, so I don't get to class on time. I also dream that I forgot to go to a class for the whole semester.
The weirdest dream is that I screwed up and didn't really graduate from high school, but I'm already a nurse so I tell myself I guess they aren't going to come after me and take my license away since I've been a nurse for over 12 years.
The goofy thing is I was a tiny bit of a slacker in high school but in college x 2 degrees I have a 4.0and a 3.9 so obviously not a slacker, but in my convoluded little sleepy brain I'm a looser. LOL
I've had dreams sometimes where I didn't know anything on any patients. I couldn't read any of the orders. I wasn't familiar with the staff, I didn't know why I'm working in this unfamiliar place. I've had dreams of Code Blues and surprisingly I knew what doses to give, what meds to give and even treating the dysrhythmias on the monitor.
Woke up in a cold sweat several times, heart racing lol
I guess its good to know that I'm not the only one who does this, but I do it almost every night. Sometimes its three or four different dreams per night and I wake up in between terrified. I get that the cause is stress, but guys, I've been doing this for more than two decades. Why am I STILL having these nightmares constantly? And, more importantly, what do I need to do to stop them??? This is a very real problem for me!!
I've had a recurring nightmare where I am informed that I actually didn't complete all my courses in high school and that I had to go back. And of course I remember nothing from high school so I do terrible in that dream, and forget to do my homework cause I wasn't aware there were any. And it always ends with me thinking what the heck, I graduated college. I have a nursing license! What am I doing here? Then I wake up.
So last night I dreamed that I was working in my old ER, that all the chart racks had changed, I couldn't find my charts for my rooms, and someone kept turning off the lights and I couldn't see. But then I knew I had a pt with bad burns, and I didn't have to worry because that was my only pt and I woke up feeling like I had handled whatever that was. Lol. I guess that's good?
So my first crazy nursing dream was also a "co-dream" with my husband. So I started my nursing career and found my husband at the same time. And well sleeping (literally) with some one was new too. In my nightmare I was in my patient's room and heard the code alarm go off. I went to the patient's door and couldn't open it. In my husband's dream he was stocking shelves at Walmart (his job at the time), and I was knocking everything off the shelves. In reality I had got my arm stuck underneath my husband. So when I attempted to pull my arm out from underneath him-in my dream I was pulling on the patient's door. And when I would attempt to get my arm out-in my husband's dream I was knocking things down. He woke me up by shaking me and telling me to stop knocking things down and I shouted "Well let me out of the room first". LOL. Oh the wonders of dreams.
I've had a recurring nightmare where I am informed that I actually didn't complete all my courses in high school and that I had to go back. And of course I remember nothing from high school so I do terrible in that dream, and forget to do my homework cause I wasn't aware there were any. And it always ends with me thinking what the heck, I graduated college. I have a nursing license! What am I doing here? Then I wake up.
I have similar dreams. In the dream, I wonder why I'm stressing so much about my grades when I already have a college degree. But I can't help myself. Often I can't find my classroom, or I realize I haven't been to one class since the first day.
Anxiety dreams really suck.
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