I Hate People (my rant)

[AlyaMF]

The Sum Up:

Why I hate people in general (reasons why):

*When they stare at me for over 3 seconds for no apparent reason! Especially, when I'm trying to eat a subway sandwich or something and they just feel the need to watch me eat. Or when I'm trying to fix my hair in a portable mirror and they just feel the need to glance at me more then twice. Once should be enough because it's rude!

*When they walk so slowww in front of me to the point where I just want to push them. Because I am a very impatient person to the point where the littlest things tick me off if it's not fast enough.

*I hate when people tries to start a conversation with me! So I just smile and nod my head and hope that they get the jist that I don't want to talk. And it's not even people in general, it's actually because I'm a bad conversationalist!

Why I dislike kids:

* I don't necessarily hate them but I do force myself to be nice as possible to them. However, I really don't like interacting with children unless it's to hold a baby.

*I don't want kids until my late 30s. Go figure. And I especially don't want to get married because every relationship I get into it only lasts for about 3 months because I love being a loner. If I'm going to work seeing people then I would like to come home and see no people.

But I love animals (I have 4 dogs)! However, I just don't see myself working with animals in the future because I would love to keep my hands in tact.

And no guys I am not trolling. This is really an everything for me and it's the reasons why it is so hard for me to commit to nursing. And I actually have an appointment set up with a therapist July 18 before I go off to nursing school and it's to find out why I really act this way.

So I just wanted to make this thread because after scrolling Allnurses for the last two days I find that threads like these are not common but their are people out there who is just like me and wants to go into nursing. I want to be a nurse because I find that I really like helping people and kids at their weakest points but other than that I hate people.

[Purple_roses]

This is my dog when she doesn't get her way

Definitely pouting!

[chopwood carrywater]

And whatever you do

Don't Blink!

(Just occurred to me that I should have included that in my previous post...)

[noelly10]

Definitely pouting!

She's a princess

[Cerryrnbsn]

You are going into the wrong profession. Go volunteer at Salvation Army to fulfill your need of helping the sick people and think about becoming a mortician

[ixchel]

This is my dog. In this picture, the a-hole had a Lego in her mouth somewhere.

[ixchel]

This is her at the pet store. She peed on that cushion, so we bought it.

[ixchel]

Here, she's too tired to be blurry.

[noelly10]

This is how she sleeps

[OrganizedChaos, LVN]

Let's play count the cats. Hahah!

[ixchel]

I made a pet thread.

https://allnurses.com/general-nursing-discussion/nurses-turn-to-999652.html

[milliemm35]

YOu are perfectly normal, in fact I am just like you! And I have been a nurse for 5 years and love it. You would probably benefit from working as an OR nurse, thats what I do. Or go into informatics. NO people, just machines. There are a lot of choices. I never worked the floor. Never had to.

You'll be fine.

[AlyaMF]

So I have read many of you guys comments and it did motivate me to look into being a scrub tech, as I'm in the process of researching more about it, so I will let you guys know.

(Also) UPDATE: You guys had also inspired me to try to come out of my comfort zone and I did volunteer at a children's home as a one time thing because I didn't know how I would take the commitment. I read stories to the children but it was killing me inside the whole time that day, feeling all those eyes of the children on me. I couldn't finish the story because I couldn't focus on the words since the whole time in my head I kept seeing eyes and I felt as if I was having an anxiety attack. So I can't wait for my appointment with the psychiatrist because I now know that I have a serious problem, all for venturing out of my comfort zone.