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I am in dire need of some perspective here, y'all. This may get wordy, so I apologize in advance. Please bear with me.
Three months ago I interviewed for a wonderful-sounding job. The staff was friendly and seemed very professional, the manager spends lots of time on the floor and is involved with her staff, and the full-time requirements were 3 days one week, four days the next. I was promised 12 weeks of preceptorship (it's a new area of practice for me) and quoted a rate of pay that's competitve for my area. During my staff interview, one person mentioned that "most" of the nurses list one day per pay period that "we're available if they need us, in which case they call us in". HR said there was a dress code, but when I asked the manager about it, she shrugged it off and said that we shouldn't wear sleeveless shirts, opened-toed shoes, the usual stuff, not to worry about it.
Surprise #1: My second week there, my preceptor mentioned to me that my manager had told her to tell me not to wear my denim scrubs again- I might "get in trouble" since denim is not allowed. I'd worn these scrubs to general hospital orientation twice and had no reason to think they weren't allowed on the floor. I wasn't concerned, just said, thanks, I didn't know, I won't wear them again. "NO DENIM!" was specified in a note on my 30-day-evaluation. I would have commented, had the paper not been shoved under my nose as I was going into a patient's room and my manager said hurriedly, "Here, sign this quick, Joint Commision is coming, and I need to have these all done." I thought the mark-down was unfair, since she hadn't seen fit to say anything to me herself, and I didn't have any way at the time of knowing I'd done anything wrong.
Surprise #2: My manger announced that my preceptorship would be ending after 6 weeks since she needed the staff, and as an orientee, I "didn't count" as staff.
Surprise #3: Orientation was over, and I was making about $1.50/hour less than what I'd been quoted.
Surprise #4: Those days we "needed to be available" were actually mandatory overtime. I'd asked for Mondays off for a previous commitment to volunteer work, and was immediately granted the schedule I'd "asked for": Tuesday-Friday, 12-hour days, every week. The reason only "most" of us are required to do this is that the part-time staff is not required to. The following month I requested Wednesdays off for church. I got one Wednesday off; otherwise, my schedule remained the same.
Surprise #5: Our unit secretary began treating me rudely, not finishing orders on my charts, ignoring me when I asked for charts I needed immediately for emergent situations. Charts she's worked on are put back in the rack with the metal rings open, and when I pick them up, everything falls out. She'll say she paged me when she hadn't, then tell my manger I'd left the floor and no one could find me. She'll also page me 5 or 6 times over 2 minutes and tell my manager how many times she "had" to page me before I responded. Patient care is constantly interrupted, and my patients have noticed and commented on how often I'm called out of the room. Small tasks then take forever to finish, which she will announce to everyone present in the main nurse's station. When I've attempted to discuss this with her, she turns her head and refuses to speak to me, which is blown off by my manager. "She just needs time to sort of work through conflicts", I was told. She is acting like a two-year-old, I think, and my patients are paying for it. Several other employees have noticed her behavior also.
Surprise #6: 60-day evuluation, I was marked down for calling in sick twice. I'd never called in sick, although once I was sent home by the charge nurse in the middle of the day for constant vomiting and diarrhea.
Surprise #7: I was assigned a patient in critical condition with which I had no experience. I'd stated in my interview that I was interested in training for this type of patient, but none was received before I was assigned this patient alone. When I protested, and cited my shortened orientation period, my manager disagreed, stating that I had started work ONE MONTH BEFORE I ACTUALLY HAD. It took me several minutes to convince her that I'd started when I did.
Surprise #8: 90-day evalutation, I was written up for two separate incidents. One, a patient I'd started IVF on had gotten too much NS, because it hadn't been stopped at the appropriate time. The time at which it was to be stopped was at 2130- two hours after I'd reported off and left. Secondly, I was told that I'd left at night before report was over. I didn't think I had, so I asked when this supposedly happened. Neither supervisor at this meeting could specify a date or person who'd made the accusation. After I questioned it several times, the story changed to "a few charge nurses" who'd complained of this. Still, no dates were fresh in anyone's memory. I was offered "another chance", a prolonged probation, with the threat of termination if things did not improve. I wrote a long comment stating my position, and when I expressed concern that the actions and/or words of others, over which I have no control, seem to have a heavy impact on my job security, my senior supervisor looked me in the eye and said, "I never take any action based on hearsay". Well......
I am totally at a loss as to how best to deal with this. Even if I knew who else to go to, I'm always at work and don't want to ask permission from my manager for time off the floor to go complain about her and her boss. Three other people who started the same time I did have had similar experiences, and one told me, "My interview was a complete fabrication." I've learned (surprise, surprise) that this floor has long had an extremely high turnover rate. While I'd ideally like to honor my contract (anything else will cost me my bonus), certainly no statements made to me have been honored. I started out liking this job, and feel more miserable, exhausted, stressed, frustrated, and paranoid every day. I realize I've been lucky to have previously worked with honest and fair employers, and I have no reference for this kind of treatment. I enjoy working with most of my co-workers. My patients have filled out several comment cards on the excellent care they've gotten from me, and when I'm allowed to take care of them the way I learned to, I'm happy.
I ask all battle-wise nurses present for your input.
Wow, if we had the sense of support and community on my floor that exists on this board!! Thank all of you so much for your timely responses. It's amazing to me how we don't realize how awful our own situations are till we run them by people outside of them.
I plan to see an agency on Wednesday that comes highly recommended by a nurse I trust. I've worked agency before, and I love the insulation from local politics, plus the pay is more than twice what I make now. For a lot of reasons, I don't want to burn all my bridges at this hospital yet (it's our town's only one, and the largest employer in the area) and I do go to church with several nurses who work in other departments, without all this garbage, and are much happier. I had planned to talk to my manager sometime this month and tell her I want to go part-time, due to exhaustion and the falling through of promises made during my interview process. I figured this way I can avoid totally violating my contract. There are a lot of things more important than money, but when I saw my first paycheck after all this overtime and calculated how little I was being paid (I'm talking mid-teens!!) I decided that if I was going to be at work this much, I was danged sure going to have more to show for it.
Thanks again for all your responses. I will keep you updated!
TennNurse,
Your post is well written and succint. You could take it, as written, to your manager's supervisor. At the very least you could print it up and use it as your resignation letter. It will then be a permanent part of your file. I agree that your sign on bonus will probably never materialize even if you fulfill the contract. So staying there just isn't worth it unless you think being up-front with management might make a change. Of course if you force them to honor what they promised you in the interview, and rectify your evaluations, you will be the only one, and will then be an object of misplaced anger from your coworkers.
Good luck.
I guess my thoughts are a little different. Before you "run", consult an attorney. I think these situation are great for suits on grounds of misrepresentation and breach of contract; especially if other in the same facility have the same experiences.
If nurses started filing such suits, facilities would have to start thinking before promising the moon just to get you in the door. Generally, the first consultation with an attorney is free. I try to set up an appointment with two or three different attorneys to get more than one possible point of view.
You never know - they may agree to let you go and let you keep the bonus just to prevent a suit.
Until nurses quit running and start standing up in these situations, the practice will continue.
were the terms of your bonus in writing? If so, were any of the other promises on that piece of paper? If so you could claim that they broke the agreement first and you are under no obligation to return the bonus. It would cost them more for the lawyer to get it back than they would receive by going after you.
If the terms of the bonus were not in writing, there is NO reason why you are obligated to pay up!
I think that in any case you need to move on as they may well put your license in jeopardy, through no fault of yours. Get out.
I agree with ncamille...in your resignation please list the things you have mentioned in your post..also cc to administrator,heads of the corporation that runs the facility you work for and any one else that has any control of the way new employees are treated and who has access to your personal file...you can leave gracefully by submitting an resignation and stating the facts, do not make it personal and do not be on the defense..be honest..while it may not help you, it may help future nurses and will leave you with a sense of doing the right thing... if they are not paying what they stated in the beginning I can just about guarentee they will not pay your bonus...there is always something better out there..go for it and good luck....
It really helped me to think of my relationship with my employer as a business deal. If I make out ok, I'll stay. Sometimes a place is great for a specific purpose or for just a year or two, but as soon's I'm not getting a good deal, I move on.As soon as I found out my orientation was beiing cut in half, and my pay would be $1.50 less than I'd been told, I would have been out of there.
This all sprang up out of a mistake I made that cost me thousands of dollars. I failed to renegotiate a weekend pay rate and three years later, found out that colleagues hired later, working the same shift, made $2/hr. more. I was understandably furious and hurt. It now made sense why I was always called first for overtime. It also made sense why I had to do so much overtime--I wasn't making enough.
So--lesson learned.
Of course, I would leave that place asap, if only on general principles. ("Rule #1: Thou shalt not lie to me about money, ever.")
Good luck, whatever you decide. But remember, there are plenty of jobs out there. You don't have to go through this.
Oh, and PS--I did get most of the money back.
VickyRN, MSN, DNP, RN
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I agree with the other posters, RUN, don't walk, as fast as you can, away from there!!!!