Published Apr 5, 2016
mdiada
40 Posts
"Bad" as in just totally had an off day and every little small mess up you could make, you made, with the teacher around to witness. Today was AWFUL. Every move I made, there my teacher was. It wasn't on purpose, I know. But still I don't know what was going on with me, but I am extremely bummed out by it because the last few, while I was not perfect, I still did pretty well. By the way, this is my first semester of nursing school. Really, just some encouragement would be great.
LPNtoRNin2016OH, LPN
541 Posts
I would think if you just had and off day with a few harmless mistakes they wouldn't kick you out. Now if you are routinely attempting to give the wrong med or being complained about from patients, then you may have an issue.
BBboy
254 Posts
You just need confidence is all, that will build up over time as you progress from one clinical day to the next.
augurey
1 Article; 327 Posts
This.
Lack of confidence is my issue. I've had days where it just felt like I was dropping the ball left and right. Actually my first day passing meds knocked over the scanner onto the floor, knocking out the cord. Then had to squeeze through stuff to get it. Then getting flustered leads to getting more flustered.
The days I have more confidence are the days where this happens so much less.
I noticed that when I'd let these things bother me too much, it just made everything worse and there I would be "screwing up" again. If I'd just take a deep breath and regroup, I bounced back and didn't have anymore issues.
I really think confidence is key, and it's something you'll gain as you get experience. If you blunder, brush yourself off and move forward. I don't know if you're focusing on those things you think you're off on, but I've found that focusing and worrying about it just makes it happen again and again until I stop letting it bother me and move forward.
Just take a deep breath and keep moving forward.
BeachsideRN, ASN
1,722 Posts
Nope. Just don't let it become a habit.
vintagemother, BSN, CNA, LVN, RN
2,717 Posts
I have "messed up really bad" in the eyes of my instructor.
I did pass that semester. I am now doing very well in my subsequent semester.
Things I wish I'd done, sooner:
1) reach out to my classmates for support. I didn't want anyone to know that I'd messed up. But opening up to select peers created a situation in which I received positive feedback from them, as well as helpful suggestions. Peers even offered me their tools they use to stay organized. They let me know about their own struggles.
2) meet your clinical instructor away from the hospital at office hours so you can better understand her desired outcomes.
3) I'm just now doing this: develop a balance between humbleness and confidence.
TheCommuter, BSN, RN
102 Articles; 27,612 Posts
I've messed up terribly, yet here I am...I have been a nurse for 10+ years.
During clinical rotations I placed the trach tie around the comatose patient's neck a little too snugly, and she became cyanotic. My former clinical instructor wanted to fail me. This was 11+ years ago, in March 2005.
Again, here I am. There is light at the end of the tunnel as long as you learn from your mishaps. Good luck to you.
Spookysushi
3 Posts
Reach out to your clinical instructor and explain your worries. Tell them each thing that you know you did wrong, and how you will prepare to not make the same mistake again. Nursing is a learning experience, every single day. I have been a nurse for a year and sometimes still make "little" dumb mistakes- the key is always being honest with yourself and your superiors to tell them, hey, I'm not perfect, but here is how I will be better.
SilleLu
150 Posts
Talk to your instructor, you want to make the first move here to show that you are aware of the mistakes and that you have a plan for correction.
"Nurse Instructor, I feel I struggled with x, y, and z today. I am going to review these things tonight, any other advice for me to be better prepared for our next clinical day?" Then follow up to assess if your strategies worked.
Good luck, we've all been there!
missmollie, ADN, BSN, RN
869 Posts
I gave full amounts of medication to a patient who was only supposed to receive half a pill. It happens. I've pulled back on the heparin syringe to far and had heparin dripping down my arm, I've taken the protective brown bag off an IV medication, I have even put to much air into a contained vial of morphine and had the back pop off, in front of my clinical instructor. Tried to flush an IV with the line closed.
How horrible!
You learn from these experiences, and you realize not to do them again. You also realize how minor they are (with the exception of the medication errors) when you're a RN. You pick up, move on, and continue. You learn to own your mistakes, and you learn from them.
This too shall pass.
missourinurse2b, BSN, RN
33 Posts
I have even put to much air into a contained vial of morphine and had the back pop off, in front of my clinical instructor. Tried to flush an IV with the line closed.
I think we have all done this :)
Brink48
71 Posts
Everybody has an off day. You are in your FIRST semester, so of course you will make some mistakes. Learn from the mistakes and show improvement and you will be fine.