Feeling Defeated :(

As someone that has family with depression, I can never understand fully the struggle, but I have some idea of how difficult everything is. My suggestion - work on getting the depression under control. You can and will make it through this. If being an NP is your dream, take classes and bring that GPA up. Work on other ways to boost your applications. You can do it!

I don't understand why you are "heartbroken"? Did you think your grades would magically be changed to As because you were down? Go into any nursing classroom and all kinds of students are experiencing challenges. I had almost no money when I went to nursing school. I was kicked out by my parents at 16. In nursing school I ate once a day and my apartment ceiling was collapsing. I worked my rear off and graduated with a 3.6. I never asked for ANYTHING from anyone. We get it..you were down, but the grades are the grades. You are where you are. Get up and get moving instead of wallowing in self pity. If you really plan to be an RN there will be no time for that. You received the grades you EARNED. So there is no reason to feel sorry for yourself. 3.0 and up is manageable anyway.

I have a respectable 2.89 GPA.

WHEN I go back to obtain my graduate degree, I'll take a few post-vac courses and certs, kick ass on the GRE and WILL get in.

And this will be from the depression and anxiety from my PTSD.

If you want to, you will believe it and achieve it-it will be up to you.

Keep getting help for your depression, then continue on.

Best wishes.

Did you graduate from nursing school? I'm so confused where you are in this BSN program.

If you did graduate with your BSN, congratulations! That is a huge accomplishment.

Right now, I think the most important thing for you is to talk to a counselor or someone about your anxiety and depression.

You need to get your mental illness under control.

Then, you need to focus on your living expenses and paying back your loans.

I know graduate school is important but with the loans and depression, don't you think you may be overloading yourself with too much

issues?

And, visit your family when you have a little money to retain your sanity. I know you are handling all of

this hard work and emotional stress of school on your own and that is not healthy! Everybody needs somebody to

talk to about their troubles and so do you. If that means getting a calling card to call your family to tell them of your struggles

in Puerto Rico then do it. A calling card is not expensive to buy!

Please take care of yourself first before moving onto other commitments. Your health, happiness and security is the most

important thing!

My apologies, it seems that I didn't really make myself clear. I am graduating from the program in 2 weeks, so I already know what my final gpa is. That's why I was so upset. I needed a 90 on my final and got an 89.54 and they don't round the Hesi for us, so I came up short by less than 0.1 points.

As for the depression, I was able to get out of it after a year and a half of therapy. So I'm fine in terms of that! I don't need any help anymore, I've been good. I've just been trying to fix the mess that I made with my previous grades. I know that I am completely capable of excelling in a graduate program, my only problem would be actually getting into the program

And honestly, if you have nothing nice to say, please don't say it at all. We as nurses are supposed to be compassionate, supportive, and understanding. I am sure that you had to take a mental health nursing course at some point in your program. How am I any different from any of your patients who has severe depression? Is it okay for you to tell your patient to "suck it up"? I would hope that that's not the type of nurse that you are. Insensitive and judgmental. Everyone is different and handles their situation differently. I was an 18 year old in the U.S. by myself with little to no support, and I was going through a very rough time and did not know how to handle it. So please do not come here and tell me how I should or shouldn't feel or act based on your biased opinion.

Feeling down, self pity, feeling sorry for yourself.. Looks like you learned a lot about depression in psych class @windsurfer.

A little judgmental yourself telling ME what kind of nurse to be. And what's this "We as nurses stuff"? You aren't even a nurse yet.

Too many of those "Linda Carter, student nurse" comic books being read.

Grad school usually requires a 3.0 or above for consideration.

Your GPA falls under that criteria.

There are, like, a Ton of NP schools out there.

Take your boards and get your RN. That will be a MUCH bigger barrier to NP school than a GPA that is a smidge over 3.0.

A little judgmental yourself telling ME what kind of nurse to be. And what's this "We as nurses stuff"? You aren't even a nurse yet.

Too many of those "Linda Carter, student nurse" comic books being read.

Your attitude disgusts me. I don't need to be a nurse to say that.

Your attitude disgusts me. I don't need to be a nurse to say that.

Wow, you really ramped that one up but you are entitled to your own disgusting attitude.

A public forum is not the place to expect "kind and compassionate" responses rather than a free flow of opinions and thoughts. However, personal attacks are way out of line. It's OK to deride ideas -- but not OK to attack character or personality of your fellow posters. OK kids?

Back to the original topic .... Most grad schools place a great deal of emphasis on GRE scores and experience, especially for their clinical programs (NP, CRNA, CNM). So my advice to OP is to dust yourself off and move ahead. You can't change the past but you can certainly chart a new course for your future. Anything is possible.