Hi everyone,
I had my first new graduate interview today for med-surg/telemetry with 3 managers. I felt that the entire interview went really well. However, I was asked what roadblock I have had in life. I told them I did poorly in high school because of personal/family issues at home. Then I started to tear up. They gave me a tissue and then I composed myself after about 20 seconds and resumed with no difficulty. I feel really embarrassed. I didn't cry because I was stressed. I didn't stutter and didn't feel any anxiety regarding the interview. I just got emotional because all these bad memories just slapped me in my face. I told them how after HS, people thought I was joking when I said I want to be a nurse because of how poorly I did but then I ended up graduating nursing school with magna cum laude. They told me how proud of me they were and one of the interviewers said "stop before you make me cry." I apologized right after and said sorry I'm not this emotional ever. Another interviewer said, "you should be, we are nurses." I really did not intend on crying. I was extremely prepared for this and had a professional portfolio with me so I just feel pretty embarrassed. Do you think I ruined my chances?
Before I left, one of them made a comment about how this was a great interview.
I really really want this job and to be a part of this facility so I'm feeling really down at the moment.
Share your input please!