I am in a delimma. I'm a non traditional student(43 yrs). I was an LVN student last spring semester and I did not make it past the 1st 6 weeks because my grades, a 67 in med math and a 68 in basic skills lecture. The school let me repeat the following semester so I did.
Second time around, I made it past the 1st 6 wks, ready for clinicals. My grades were better, a B in a advanced skills and a mid c in med math. Like the previous semester I had episodes of panic during lab check off. I get nervous and blank,kind of like performance anxiety. Well, I did well even though I had this problem but not when it came to cath care. I was given three tries for this check off. First time I simply contaminated the sterile field bc the teacher used the distraction technique. Second time,the teacher that would check me off made me so nervous and I messed up and blanked on the simplest of steps. Third time,was a teacher with a hard ass reputation and again I was nervous, so flubbed up bc i wasnt thinking PLUS he used the distraction technique.
So Im out of the program.. and Im not sure If I should attempt at nursing again..Ive thought about going to a different nursing school(1 that doesn't have a rep of having such a hard program) and trying LVN again or just try for RN(assoc)..? Im thinking since I didnt do well in LVN, there's no way I would do well in RN..? BUT have been told by a couple nurses and nurse students that the program for RN's is better in the sense that its not so fast paced.and nurses have outright told my bf the BSN program is very easy..?!
Im not looking for an easy school, I want to know should I try again?! When I was being reprimanded, before they let me go, one of the teachers casually asked what my plans were. I wasnt a 100%,thinking LVN or RN program perhaps, so I told her maybe Ill look into the RN program. She immed piped up, maybe I should look into something else..another field. Id get advice from ppl and they tell me, maybe this isnt for me, not right time..wth?! BF said why do LVN,tried twice and look what happened,"beating a dead horse".
Now when I was in school I had doubts..teachers tell stories about sneaky nurses you might work with, ******* Dr's, if they mess up it can still be nurses responsibility, miscalculations of meds etc and It made me nervous and in the back of my mind I didnt want to do it anymore, so I think I subconsciously gave up. I think I did this too hastily..
Anyways,if I didnt lose some of you in this long letter,what are your thoughts? Thanks!
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I am in a delimma. I'm a non traditional student(43 yrs). I was an LVN student last spring semester and I did not make it past the 1st 6 weeks because my grades, a 67 in med math and a 68 in basic skills lecture. The school let me repeat the following semester so I did.
Second time around, I made it past the 1st 6 wks, ready for clinicals. My grades were better, a B in a advanced skills and a mid c in med math. Like the previous semester I had episodes of panic during lab check off. I get nervous and blank,kind of like performance anxiety. Well, I did well even though I had this problem but not when it came to cath care. I was given three tries for this check off. First time I simply contaminated the sterile field bc the teacher used the distraction technique. Second time,the teacher that would check me off made me so nervous and I messed up and blanked on the simplest of steps. Third time,was a teacher with a hard ass reputation and again I was nervous, so flubbed up bc i wasnt thinking PLUS he used the distraction technique.
So Im out of the program.. and Im not sure If I should attempt at nursing again..Ive thought about going to a different nursing school(1 that doesn't have a rep of having such a hard program) and trying LVN again or just try for RN(assoc)..? Im thinking since I didnt do well in LVN, there's no way I would do well in RN..? BUT have been told by a couple nurses and nurse students that the program for RN's is better in the sense that its not so fast paced.and nurses have outright told my bf the BSN program is very easy..?!
Im not looking for an easy school, I want to know should I try again?! When I was being reprimanded, before they let me go, one of the teachers casually asked what my plans were. I wasnt a 100%,thinking LVN or RN program perhaps, so I told her maybe Ill look into the RN program. She immed piped up, maybe I should look into something else..another field. Id get advice from ppl and they tell me, maybe this isnt for me, not right time..wth?! BF said why do LVN,tried twice and look what happened,"beating a dead horse".
Now when I was in school I had doubts..teachers tell stories about sneaky nurses you might work with, ******* Dr's, if they mess up it can still be nurses responsibility, miscalculations of meds etc and It made me nervous and in the back of my mind I didnt want to do it anymore, so I think I subconsciously gave up. I think I did this too hastily..
Anyways,if I didnt lose some of you in this long letter,what are your thoughts? Thanks!