How many times have you called? Have you ever called and then questioned yourself? Particularly when you were new to school nursing?
I have been working for nearly four months. Just as I was starting to get comfortable, I had my first "emergency" (a broken arm. I have to admit it was my first time ever seeing a broken bone, it wasn't the worst break but the student was in a lot of pain). I have called EMS three times in six weeks due to recess injuries, the last time being today. Today's arm, I am not even convinced was broken, but the student was in such distress she was wailing the whole time she was in the office. Mom was driving in from another town and twenty minutes in, I called the paramedics because we were needing to remind her to take breaths and she was starting to look out of it. (I am very familiar with the student as she is a "frequent flier" and have seen her cry before.) I guess I am looking for validation because once she had left (medics waited for mom so she could decide whether to transport in her car or have ambulance take care of it--she opted for ambulance) I was reeling for a while because I felt like I had made the wrong decision.
We are so inundated with visitors (sometimes up to 24 in an hour) during recess that I worry that maybe feeling stressed overall pushed me to call. Students continued to stream in while I was trying to focus on her and even though her injury wasn't an emergency, I didn't feel comfortable with her overall presentation. I had help of my health aide and a secretary during most of this time but the situation was somehow more stressful for me than the other times when there was clearly a broken bone involved because I had doubts--I didn't want others to think I had overreacted considering her arm itself did not look horrible.
I remind myself that I would rather do too much than too little, but I had thoughts of quitting today not because of the amount of work or stress involved but simply because I wonder if I am really cut out for this.
I've felt overwhelmed because along with the students I called ambulances for, I have had a good handful of others during this short time who are now in casts and slings from recess injuries, and I am overall jumpy from constantly writing incident reports and following up with parents and am still struggling with the independence and liability associated with this role. I am going to discuss in detail with my superior tomorrow and that usually helps me feel better but I trust you guys too and could use some helpful criticism. Thank you!