I work in ambulatory with surgeons, and I have been told that the RNs should not venture so far as to recommend conservative pain relief strategies such as icing or warm compresses because we are practicing "out of our scope." I have approached a surgeon to ask his opinion about a new formulation for a very specialized & frequently prescribed medication that the surgeons needed and in the middle of my first sentence he cut me off by yelling "I don't care." I've had a surgeon literally turn his back to me and begin speaking to another provider as soon as I started contributing to a discussion about the experiences of a certain population of patients who I triage all day and who provide their own perspective of what they experience in terms of a very specific and subjective condition.
No matter what I do or say, they think I am a complete imbecile. They want me to shut up and fax stuff. I try not to care about this every single minute of every day. I tell myself that it doesn't matter what they think, since I am not doing anything terrible or dangerous. But every single day I also consider whether I can go on like this. I wonder if this is even healthy - maybe the stress of all this is shortening my life span. Why should I kill myself for a surgeon? Even if I love what I am learning with all my heart and brain, I wonder if I should just go back to being poor and yet treated with decency and respect. I don't know what to do.
I have worked in this clinic for about 10 months now. Will it ever get better?