I am a Cardiac Monitor Technicican at the best facility in a suburban facility. I've been there 5 years. It used to be a big trauma center, but they had to merge with upmc so it is just a community hospital basically it is a nursing home with a E.R. But anyway i'm African American and I want to be a nurse. I have been in the Nursing field for the last ten years of my life. Working in this field with the majority of the field being middle aged white women and the new white 21-30 year old girls. It is very hard working with these people especially when the are so prejudice or bias. They try to make you feel inferior or something. It's like they can't stand the fact that i want to be a nurse or that i have the facility paying my way to become a nurse. I mean i never knew how much racism there is in this field until i started working in the field. It is very said. It is even with patient care. I see why there is such a huge health desparity. It is crazy. I know because i see it everyday. I hear nurses say BAD things all day about their patients. Make bad jokes about the patients, STEROtype patients, judge their patients. A lot of the nurses i work with are just down right rude to their patients. I can't actually say it is seems to mean that a lot of the nurses are burned out but can't afford to retire or just don't want to. Some nurse on my floor have been there for over 30 years. Some don't even own stethoscopes on a critical care floor. Now how said is that.
Anyway sometimes i find myself getting intimidated of these people but i have never seen a group of evil spirited people. Some of them just make me sick. But on the other hand there are some excellent nurses there too. That actually care about their patients no matter what status they are or what color. That's the kind of nurse i will become.
This is 2008 and i think it is time to shape up or get out of the business. I quess there will always be health care desparitites i don't know but i will try to make a difference once i become a rn.