sorry i didnt know where to put this but here goes i recently wrote that i had to decide to place my husband in a nursing home for health reasons well today the unexpected happened he has been bacl in the hospital since thursday i went up yesterday to stay with him this morning about 10am he crashes couldnt breathe , lungs extremely wet and cyanotic sats were in the 70-80s long story short he was intubated this morning and is in sicu on a ventilator does not look good bad part is he had to be intubated in the room i saw everything it is something i can never forget oh god i hope someone else doesnt go through this hell today but in my heart i know they will i feel like i am on a merry go round and cant get off this ride please pray for us i think i am still in shock am at home now will try to eat and rest am going to leave it to those hands that are specially trained to do this job and the will of God be done as of right now he has been stabilized i hope this is a good start thank you all for being a friend and for your prayers