I have to vent. . .I thought I would LOVE ER nursing - but now it leaves me frazzled, dismayed, overworked, sad and sometimes even feeling like a failure. I work in a hospital where it's not uncommon (in fact almost a given) that you come onto a shift with 20-27 patients to yourself - YES. . . . and 20 patients is a good day. I laugh when people complain about 10 patients. You spent 10 hours running your tail off and then realize that you have had to pee for the last 3 hours and that you haven't eaten anything or gotten a break for the last 10 hours. Quality patient care?? LOL, what the heck is that. . . . .
I have done this for a year and I feel dismayed with the entire profession as well as the health care system itself!! I don't want to feel this way. I know that everyone will say that I should leave my job. . . but I am in a contract for one more year. Help!!!!!! I went into nursing because I thought I would make a difference. . .now I feel like a hamster running on a wheel that is spinning 1000 miles an hour!!! Tell me it's got to be better other places. . . .