Happy NCLEX thoughts for txspadequeen921!! - page 4

Thinking of you today as you leap over this final hurdle!! I am so proud of you. :)... Read More

  1. by   txspadequeenRN
    bless your heart....

    Quote from ivanh3
    everything is in your favor: your husband, your children, your friends, your faith, your courage. you kicked the cpnes ass. do you hear me? kicked its ass. this is no big deal. pull yourself up, stand up straight, and go on about your business. you have survived worse. fail, pass, whatever. take it again if need be. this stuff is hard, and that is what makes being a nurse special. you are special. your family knows it. we know it. time for you to know it.
  2. by   BetterMeRN
    The waiting is the hardest part. Longest two days huh????? Much luck and prayers. I can't wait!!!!
  3. by   txspadequeenRN
    yeah im tired of waiting. i just checked the website and nothing with my name on it...

    Quote from betterme29
    the waiting is the hardest part. longest two days huh????? much luck and prayers. i can't wait!!!!
  4. by   txspadequeenRN
    i guess i failed there is nothing on the web this morning indicating that i passed. in 15 minutes i am going to find a phone and do the unofficial results then cry until 6/01/09 when i can re-test...
  5. by   swifty1031
    If you checking the TXBON it won't be there for an extra day. Don't give up. It won't post there until the 3rd day!
  6. by   txspadequeenRN
    i got the unofficial results about 5 min ago and i failed. i knew it and i could feel it all over. one thing i did not mention is that i had a severe anxiety attack that xanax 1 mg could not cover right before i went in to test. i thought i was going to be in trouble cause i could not get my breath nor get my breathing under control. i'm not blaming this obviously i was not prepared enough but it sure didn't help.

    it is going to be very emotional going back to work tomorrow and people find out that i did not pass....i don't know how i am going to handle this or when i am going to try again...

    did i mention today is my graduation date...how about that for a slap in your face

    thank you all for your kind words of encouragement..


    Quote from swifty1031
    if you checking the txbon it won't be there for an extra day. don't give up. it won't post there until the 3rd day!
  7. by   TIN65RN
    Oh my! I am so sorry, I know what it feels like to have to tell everyone that you failed. When I came home from my cpne I did not want to talk to anyone! Everyone just assumed I would pass, and I had to convince them that I wasn't joking about failing. So take a deep breath, and thank God that you don't have to take that dreaded cpne again!!! It will get better, I promise!:icon_hug:
  8. by   Baloney Amputation
    I'm sorry, Denise. I don't know what else to say. *hugs*
  9. by   NC Girl BSN
    Oh Denise, I am so sorry.I just got back from being in New York all week and I am so stunned to hear this news. I too had 265 questions but passed. What resources did you use to study? I will be praying that you pass it the next time. I know thats not what you want to hear but trust me in 45 days you WILL pass it. God Bless you, I know how frustrating this has gotta be.
  10. by   caliotter3
    Denise, so sorry to hear this. Remember, you passed the CPNE, so you will pass this. You just need a little more cowbell. Don't worry about the people at work, they should understand. Get yourself together and look at the calendar and pick out a new date. You can do this.
  11. by   txspadequeenRN
    my husband wants me to take a week off and do nothing but relax and do what i want..so i think that is what i am going to do...this is complete devastation to me regardless if i can retest or not. i have my date picked out and will attack this thing like i did the cpne...i feel like such a failure and this has really blown my nurse ego almost to the point i may not be able to work tomorrow..i really need to get myself together cause i am just falling apart...
  12. by   caliotter3
    Call off tomorrow and sleep and rest and eat and relax just like your husband suggests. Some rest will do you good right now. Take care of yourself for awhile.
  13. by   swifty1031
    Take the week like your husband suggested and rest. As for the people at work, let them know you are not beaten just a temporary stumbling block. I suspect you are being much harder on yourself than your fellow workers will be! Just from your posts you seem genuine and kind and would imagine you have a lot of fellow workers who will come to you with hugs and support!So sorry about this, but God has a great plan for you and I bet something even better is going to come your way