I have been working in Rehab unit at LTC facility since June (grad ADN in may). I really love it (other than the 1 hour drive). Until last night. I am a very attentive, on the ball nurse. I am very good at being efficient, proactive; learning what people like (leave me alone, I'll call you, or I want pain meds q 4, wake me up, etc.) I have a pt now that I cannot please!!! For the last 3 nights, I have gone to the room to start 1600 med pass and they have found something wrong. 2nd night it took me too long to get a sleeping pill: I was at room by 1615, but had to go to Pyxis to get the med b/c pharmacy hadn't come yet with narcs-explained the situation exactly and thought there was understanding "I'll be back in a few min, I have to go up front and get med". This person complained that they couldn't believe it was 1625 and hadn't gotten meds yet??????
Last night, at 1830, while I was taking 15 min to scarf down some food and text my husband, I am told that they want a diff pain med that night and sleeping pill later. Okee dokee, got it. Start med pass at the right time. I walk into room and get SCREAMED at for 10 minutes about how I didn't bring pain med @ 1830. I was too busy goofing off, fiddling with my phone. Mind you, CNA had been in room twice and nothing was said about pain. To top it off, I cannot apologize for misunderstanding, etc b/c hearing aide has been taken out and I am just waved off to get out of the room.
Of course it is the weekend and there is no admin or reg supervisor there to help me. I have emailed my DON explaining the situation, but I am so worried that I am going to get in trouble because of how weighty the satisfaction-survey-reimbursement issue is.
I am so demoralized right now. Again, I have never been yelled at like that. I know I am in bad situation (13-17 pts on avg, usually with one CNA) I was hoping to get that magic one year of experience so I could move on. I have been there six months.
Thanks for listening.