This happened last night and I want to cry. The transmission is considered low risk but its scaring the **** out of me. I can't sleep. I can't eat (due to the PEP meds I'm on?). I'm waiting on the results of whether this pt is HEP B, C + as well.
I want to tell the ones I love but I can't. I don't know how and I don't want to scare them. I'm starting to get headaches. They are very mild but I can't focus. It is constant.
I'm frustrated. I'm scared. I freak out from it every few hours.
It's hard to distract myself. I can't get this off my mind. How do I pass time? I live alone and there's no one close that I feel comfortable talking to about this. I have up to 6 months as to whether I find out I'm infected. It's only been a day.
The last 28 hours have been the longest hours ever.
I've talked to the infectious disease doc earlier today and he temporarily relieved some of my anxieties however, its difficult to concentrate on something else.
I'm reacting. Over reacting? No, reacting. I'm all over the place right now.
I want to be comforted.