I had my first clinical rotation yesterday. To say that I am green is a gross understatement. I have never worked in a hospital and I have only been a patient a couple of times, so my only learning has been through school. We were assigned to a nurse; she gave us each one client to take care of for the day. As I said before, I have no hands on experience, only what I have learned in school. So... in my little mind I thought I would pass meds, give/help with hygiene, do an assessment, go over the clients chart and read the labs, etc. Instead I was confronted with a group of openly hostile women who did NOTHING to guide, encourage, or assist us. When my nurse (she is actually a final year nursing student) finally came into the patients room (two of us where giving the patient a bed-bath...she wanted it done quickly because she was cold), the nurse was completely annoyed, grabbed the patient by the shoulder and hip (96 yr old with tissuepaper for skin), flipped her over and harshly told me to wash her "what not's". And let me say this... I was not avoiding her "what Not's" we were simply taking our time, talking softly to the client to help keep her calm and comfortable.... and I thought that that was the LAST area that you should clean. The nurse also proceeded to say "Let me show you how this is done" She grabbed a PILE of washclothes, wetted them, piled them on the bedside table (water going everywhere), pump soap all over them, and told me to use those. She was arrogant, rude, and biligerant to the client I was supposed to take care of. And to make matters worse.... when she did the charting... she changed all of the times and falsified information.
OH MAN.... I could go on and on about the things she did the entire 12 hour shift. The bedbath was only a small thing.
I am blown away by this. This has been my greatest fear. I can handle anything a client can give me... but this nurse was a nightmare. Let me also add... I am a 40 year old woman and am not easily intimidated, but I will stress myself into an early grave if I have to deal with such unethical behavior... or hated by everyone I work with because I do not think that this should be tolerated AT ALL.
At this moment I feel like I have to choice but to go to someone (perhaps our clinical instructor) and tell them what the day was like. I am horrified that this freak is allowed to be a nurse.
Please....oh great and wise nurses.... give me your thoughts. Is this what nursing is really like?