Help for nurses with mental illnesses

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Specializes in Prison healthcare.

I am a correctional nurse (LVN) who has been diagnosed with Rapid Cycling Bipolar Disorder and Borderline Personality. My last stay in a mental hospital was in June. I feel that my medication is not helping me, though I take it exactly as I should. I was in a hypomanic state after I was released from the hospital, but now I've sunk back down into severe depression, thoughts of worthlessness, and yes, self-harm. My insurance does not cover mental health care and My inpatient bills are outlandish. I do not know where to turn. This is affecting my ability to do my job effectively, and it may be affecting my life as well...

Suffering in Texas...Emily

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Specializes in Med/Surg, Ortho, ASC.

I'm sorry to hear that you're not doing well. Have you been able to tell your prescribing MD that you do not feel that your meds are working?

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Specializes in critical care, ER,ICU, CVSURG, CCU.

Emily if you have posted enough pvt. Msg me,

if not my email is. [email protected]

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Specializes in Prison healthcare.

Yes, but unfortunately, she is a general practitioner and is not very familiar with my diagnoses. She's referred me to a psychiatrist, but my insurance will not pay. I was an inpatient at a mental facility when I was diagnosed, so the doctor I saw there ordered all of my meds...she simply ordered them regularly for me. She's a wonderful doctor, but I am in dyer need of psych help. I live in fear of losing my job, and that is unacceptable.

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Specializes in Complex pedi to LTC/SA & now a manager.
Yes, but unfortunately, she is a general practitioner and is not very familiar with my diagnoses. She's referred me to a psychiatrist, but my insurance will not pay. I was an inpatient at a mental facility when I was diagnosed, so the doctor I saw there ordered all of my meds...she simply ordered them regularly for me. She's a wonderful doctor, but I am in dyer need of psych help. I live in fear of losing my job, and that is unacceptable.

Try your state or county mental health agencies they often have sliding scale fees for counseling and medication management. If in a recently diagnosed & discharged state nearing crisis you may be eligible for a rapid intake. If nothing else they may have a warm line in the interim for you to talk with someone who understands. Sadly though there is great need access to mental health resources is often limited or fraught with barriers.

Knowing you need help is one step towards health, healing & stability.

Does your insurance at least cover the medications you take or might need? Does insurance cover lab levels of drugs should you need monitoring for example lithium levels (should you need it)?

Good luck to you

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Specializes in Prison healthcare.

Yes, fortunately my insurance does cover all prescriptions. Thank goodness.

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Go see a psych and always take your medicine. Never get off your meds no matter how well you feel. That's what I do and it works.

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Specializes in PDN; Burn; Phone triage.

Second the idea of getting into a county mental health clinic that offers a sliding scale. Call around, emphasize that you are close to being in a crisis situation.

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Specializes in LTC, assisted living, med-surg, psych.

You have been given some good advice. For what it's worth, I can tell you that you're not alone...I'm a retired nurse with bipolar 1 and I know what it's like to be unstable and desperate. Please spend the money and see someone who's trained to deal with bipolar. It may save your life!

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Specializes in Prison healthcare.

Thank you. I'm in the process of getting some assistance right now. I'm just glad I've caught the signs of an episode in time...yay nursing!

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Specializes in Oncology; medical specialty website.
Go see a psych and always take your medicine. Never get off your meds no matter how well you feel. That's what I do and it works.

OP has posted that she has no coverage or funds for a psychiatrist, and that her current medication regimen is inadequate. While she certainly shouldn't stop her current medications, she needs a different plan of care.

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Specializes in Oncology; medical specialty website.
Thank you. I'm in the process of getting some assistance right now. I'm just glad I've caught the signs of an episode in time...yay nursing!

I wish you well and hope you can get some help from your state or county mental health agency.

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