From the Other Side of the Bed Rails - When the Nurse Becomes the Patient

[tnbutterfly - Mary, BSN, RN]

Thank you for sharing your story, nerdtonurse. I'm sure those are painful memories for you. You were able to learn from those experiences and have become a better nurse because of that.

There is a commercial on TV about an upcoming medical show called "Mercy". There is one line I really like. The nurse tells the doc.......you treat the disease...nurses treat the patient. That's what we need to remember. Our patients are real people just like us.......with all the same feelings that we have. We need to treat them as we would want to be treated. That is an important lesson that you learned in a very painful way at a young age.

I love your motto. How very true!!

[pednursedeb]

In my situation. I wasn't the pt. my husband was. He was in the hospital for 2 months. It was touch and go for a while. Almost everything that could go wrong did go wrong. My biggest problem was I felt like nurses didn't listen to me or the physicians. I'm usually very quiet and not pushy, but I kept telling one nurse that my husband was bleeding internally. He had a subtotal colectomy. He had all the signs the night after surgery. His blood pressure was dropping, his HR was going up, he wasn't putting out any urine. The nurse just kept saying "his stomach is soft" when I questioned her. When I explained to her almost all of his large bowel had been removed and he could lose a lot of blood before his stomach felt firm, it still didn't phase her. I finally just demanded that she call the physician. It goes on from there. He did recover with a second surgery and and ileostomy. He was on the vent in ICU for 6 days. I always listen to my patients. If they tell me nurses have a hard time starting IV's in their rt arm, then I don't go there. I hope the experience has made me a better nurse. When a physician asks me "how is 224 doing", I will say your mean Mr. Jones. I probably could go on forever, but I won't. It is good to talk about it though.

I know you didn't start this for sympathy, but I think most of us would like to know how your are doing and how you continue to do.

Take care

[Ginger's Mom, MSN, RN]

As a cancer survivor, I can tell you it is hard to be on the other side of the bed. First of all everyone assumes you know everything because you are a nurse. Secondly you remember all your patient's horror stories.

I experienced great nursing care and awful nursing care, it was an eye opener. Hope all comes out well for you.

[ErinDel, ADN, BSN]

The doc may be able to cure the patient, but the nurse will forever heal the patient.... I too have been on the other side of the bed rail. I have a blood disorder that I am treated for. I just recently had a hole closed in my heart and I had some of the best nurses ever. I was so pleased I wrote the floor that I was on a thank you letter for having such an amazing set of nurses working there. I try to treat every patient I come across the way I would want to be treated. Good luck with your results and god bless.......

[tnbutterfly - Mary, BSN, RN]

pednursedeb.........thank you for sharing your story. I am so glad your husband recovered. Sounds like a very frightening and frustrating experience. It's a good thing you became assertive.

When my dad was in the hospital several times last year before he died, I felt like I had to walk a very fine line. I was his advocate, but I didn't want to become one of "those pushy know-it-all" family members. But it was my responsibility to look out after my dad and make sure he received the care he needed. Those experiences really helped me to see it from the families viewpoint. Of course, I do think a family member with a medical/nursing background will have a better handle on the situation.

[tnbutterfly - Mary, BSN, RN]

As a cancer survivor, I can tell you it is hard to be on the other side of the bed. First of all everyone assumes you know everything because you are a nurse. Secondly you remember all your patient's horror stories.

I experienced great nursing care and awful nursing care, it was an eye opener. Hope all comes out well for you.

Congratulations on being a cancer survivor. I'm sure you have many stories that we could learn from.

Please don't take offense to this...... but today I had to travel to another city to get more bloodwork.......a test that only this hospital does in the area. When I was checking in.......the admissions lady looked at my information. She said......."Dr. *******........ He's an oncologist. Do you have cancer?" Well that just sounded so very strange to me. I quickly said "No!" But to just hear her ask me that question...so bluntly.

I had to report to the lab at 8:00, which I found strange since it is just a blood test and was done in the outpatient lab. The tech told me that she had to call when I got there to make sure a certain person was there to run the test and to set up the equipment. The blood has to be processed within 15 minutes of being drawn. Well now that just made me feel real special. I sure didn't feel too special when I saw all the empty tubes that she was about to fill with my blood. Although she only stuck me once, she did have to fish around a bit. Not good. My stomach was a little queasy already. Hopefully this is all the blood I will need to donate for awhile. Now to await the results.

Again......waiting is something our patients do every day.

[tnbutterfly - Mary, BSN, RN]

The doc may be able to cure the patient, but the nurse will forever heal the patient.... I too have been on the other side of the bed rail. I have a blood disorder that I am treated for. I just recently had a hole closed in my heart and I had some of the best nurses ever. I was so pleased I wrote the floor that I was on a thank you letter for having such an amazing set of nurses working there. I try to treat every patient I come across the way I would want to be treated. Good luck with your results and god bless.......

I hope things are going well for you after your surgery.

I was so pleased with the attitude and genuine compassion of the staff at the hematology/oncology office that I too will write a thank you note.

[ErinDel, ADN, BSN]

Hi, yes my surgery went well and I am feeling much better. Thanks :)

[UnderHisGrace]

Thanks for sharing. It was an eyeopener:nurse:. May God carry you through all this.

[malone2192]

Thank you so much for sharing your experience. It is very hard to be the patient. Its even harder when the caregivers are your co-workers.

[justavolunteer]

I am 'justavolunteer' who has been between the rails. When I volunteer, I try to remember what it is like to have to depend on someone else for basic comforts and needs. I try to be sure that all the pts. on my unit have water if they can have it. I have had nurses tell me that I seem very intent on keeping water jugs filled. I just tell them that patients depend on us to do it and it's hard to depend on others for little things that you can usually do yourself. I tell the nurses "been there done that myself' (been a patient). The nurses understand my reasons and the patients are thankful, which makes it rewarding.

Best wishes to all of you nurses (and others) who end up "between the rails".

[tnbutterfly - Mary, BSN, RN]

justavolunteer...... You are so right. The patients do have to depend on others to do things for them. Thanks for being there for them and making it one of your missions to keep their pitchers filled. It is awful when you are thirsty and can't even get out of bed to get a drink of cold water.

I'm sure you are more than "just a volunteer" to the patients and nurses. I have a feeling that you are more of an angel of mercy.