I'm a 21 year old student completing pre-reqs for nursing while working at a local hospital as a cna and phlebotomist. I have been working in healthcare for 4 years now and even prior have always had the goal to become an RN and work either peds or psych. My end goal is to become either an NP or PA and enter the psych field to provide more competent and empathetic care (I feel that area needs it the most!)
However, since starting my CNA job, ive become disenchanted watching the nurses work and doing some basic nursing work. I love helping take care of people, washing someone up, giving someone the space to talk, helping bring ice packs for pain or giving someone a much wanted walk. However, I get beyond anxious when it comes to lifting and staffing. I feel like theres never enough help around and always pressure to do things ASAP, even if it means not using the electronic lifts or having proper body mechanics. I come home aching and dreading the next shift. Im only 5'2 110lbs and the lifting expectations feel way too much and Im very scared I'm going to permanently injure myself. The stress of bedside also scares me, because ive only worked a few months and i already feel too exausted to function most days. I work in a post surgical spine and stroke unit, so i know my pts take more care than some.
Is nursing right for me? Is it worth pursuing a degree in if I feel so exausted by my CNA job? I know i would be happy in a clinic doing more pt education (i love to teach) or in some other type of ambulatory care, or with peds or nicu (i love kids) but i know these are quite specific and I want to look at things realistically. I dont know what else I would want to do with my career and I feel so conflicted and discouraged. Anyone have any advice for me?
Greetings,
I'm a 21 year old student completing pre-reqs for nursing while working at a local hospital as a cna and phlebotomist. I have been working in healthcare for 4 years now and even prior have always had the goal to become an RN and work either peds or psych. My end goal is to become either an NP or PA and enter the psych field to provide more competent and empathetic care (I feel that area needs it the most!)
However, since starting my CNA job, ive become disenchanted watching the nurses work and doing some basic nursing work. I love helping take care of people, washing someone up, giving someone the space to talk, helping bring ice packs for pain or giving someone a much wanted walk. However, I get beyond anxious when it comes to lifting and staffing. I feel like theres never enough help around and always pressure to do things ASAP, even if it means not using the electronic lifts or having proper body mechanics. I come home aching and dreading the next shift. Im only 5'2 110lbs and the lifting expectations feel way too much and Im very scared I'm going to permanently injure myself. The stress of bedside also scares me, because ive only worked a few months and i already feel too exausted to function most days. I work in a post surgical spine and stroke unit, so i know my pts take more care than some.
Is nursing right for me? Is it worth pursuing a degree in if I feel so exausted by my CNA job? I know i would be happy in a clinic doing more pt education (i love to teach) or in some other type of ambulatory care, or with peds or nicu (i love kids) but i know these are quite specific and I want to look at things realistically. I dont know what else I would want to do with my career and I feel so conflicted and discouraged. Anyone have any advice for me?