There's a few million posts about this topic already, but I just wanted to tell my story for a little validation, if nothing else. In a nutshell, I graduated earlier this year and became an RN this summer, but am still jobless. No surprise, I know. I rarely do anything risky in my life, and I almost never apply myself. But I thought a new RN license would fix those issues.
I saved up to move as close to my dream city as I could afford. I started a BSN program. I applied to literally every hospital in the area. Results? I was evicted and am now living with a friend. I earned great marks in school, but can't afford a second semester. And, as a result of my avg 12+h/day researching jobs, I experience a burning L leg pain whenever I sit down for more than an hr or so. I'm 24yo, btw. I might have a DVT, and I'm 24 years old.
I honestly don't know how to spread the blame. I hate HR, but simultaneously understand they are only following orders. Besides, only about 1/3 were blatently rude (some even seemed genuinely concerned). I hate hospitals, but understand that a new grad's training costs $12k-$88k or so. I hate the cancerous encroachment of business into the health care system, but... that's something I simply need to accept. And, of course, I hate myself for my countless mistakes and errors in judgment these past years. Wouldn't be here had I applied myself earlier in life.
Edison embraced mistakes as learning experiences. Einstein describes a person without mistakes as somebody who's never taken a risk, never tried anything new or worthwhile in their lives. And Ghandi wants me to go out of my way to change the world for the better. I wonder how bad things must be when the words of three great men cease to hold any value. Am I disillusioned by failure? Or is my perspective more realistic, for the first time?
Whatever the answer, I'm can't handle not learning anything new, and nobody's giving me the opportunity to do otherwise. I became a nurse to help and learn about people. Instead, choosing to be a nurse has me well-acquainted with failure, hopelessness, and the welfare system.
Recession-proof, indeed!
P.S. Thanks for reading this (assuming you didn't skip to this part).
There's a few million posts about this topic already, but I just wanted to tell my story for a little validation, if nothing else. In a nutshell, I graduated earlier this year and became an RN this summer, but am still jobless. No surprise, I know. I rarely do anything risky in my life, and I almost never apply myself. But I thought a new RN license would fix those issues.
I saved up to move as close to my dream city as I could afford. I started a BSN program. I applied to literally every hospital in the area. Results? I was evicted and am now living with a friend. I earned great marks in school, but can't afford a second semester. And, as a result of my avg 12+h/day researching jobs, I experience a burning L leg pain whenever I sit down for more than an hr or so. I'm 24yo, btw. I might have a DVT, and I'm 24 years old.
I honestly don't know how to spread the blame. I hate HR, but simultaneously understand they are only following orders. Besides, only about 1/3 were blatently rude (some even seemed genuinely concerned). I hate hospitals, but understand that a new grad's training costs $12k-$88k or so. I hate the cancerous encroachment of business into the health care system, but... that's something I simply need to accept. And, of course, I hate myself for my countless mistakes and errors in judgment these past years. Wouldn't be here had I applied myself earlier in life.
Edison embraced mistakes as learning experiences. Einstein describes a person without mistakes as somebody who's never taken a risk, never tried anything new or worthwhile in their lives. And Ghandi wants me to go out of my way to change the world for the better. I wonder how bad things must be when the words of three great men cease to hold any value. Am I disillusioned by failure? Or is my perspective more realistic, for the first time?
Whatever the answer, I'm can't handle not learning anything new, and nobody's giving me the opportunity to do otherwise. I became a nurse to help and learn about people. Instead, choosing to be a nurse has me well-acquainted with failure, hopelessness, and the welfare system.
Recession-proof, indeed!
P.S. Thanks for reading this (assuming you didn't skip to this part).