Warning, kind of a rant that nurses might understand....
I know many of my prior postings stated I want out of nursing; that is still true. But making it happen is such a difficult thing to do. Especially since the latest thing at my job is to steal our nurses for other overflow floors, and leave us with 10 patients each ( or more) to take care of on a cardiac stepdown floor. I can't get out fast enough!
All this does is make more people quit ,which is why they're stealing nurses to cover holes from other quitting nurses. Vicious cycle.
Of course the easy answer is , " well , why don't you quit too? " or find another job? Well, because only jobs available are these patient care jobs, or jobs that want you to know everything already, such as care management and UM needing to already know regulations, etc. Or jobs that require on call, and I already live 50 minutes away, or excellent IV skills , which I don't have ( think bull in china shop) .
So then one says , well why don't you get a job in another field. Well, a 50 percent cut and no benefits is going to make me make my family have 1.) nowhere to live( we'd lose our house we've paid 20 years into, and believe me , its a dump as it is) 2. )no benefits- so if any of us gets sick or injured, well, too bad I guess. 3) There's this thing called needing food to live. Not gonna happen on a McDonalds job ( and they prob wouldn't hire me anyway, as I'm , lets say, Gen X. ( even though I worked there 3 years in 1982 ? )
Sooo, the conundrum. I've thought, well , go back to school? for what? The thing I was good at was nursing when in a fairly controlled situation ( oh um , like 4 pts on a stepdown for example) Even the ICU's are having 4 pts at times . The covid floors have 8 pts a piece!)
I could get another two year degree at the community college, but still end up making 12 bucks an hour. I could go for a MBA- mega huge cost there which makes no sense at my age.
So it's no wonder I dread every day I have to go in, and and upset that there seems to be no alternatives. Is this common in the "gen X" group? I'm guessing all hospitals are like this too. The PCP offices only hire LPN s and Med techs now, so no hope there either.
What to do, what to do.........