I was noticing something tonight at work . . . .When I was doing my charting my hands were shaking so bad that I could hardly write. I have never ever noticed that before, and I am kind of worried. I wasn't too overwhelmed tonight, actually it was kind of nice! there was one point in time tonight when I had to deal with a very raunchy smell . . . .and ontop of that a psych resident that keeps her hands in her pants 98% of the day put her whole fist inside my mouth YUCK!!!!
I managed to vomit like 3 times tonight, but I dont think thats why my hands were shaking so bad.
Yesterday I was so overwhelmed and i did not shake at all. Keep in mind that I am 17 . . . and I'm not old enough to be shaking like that (lol),
I seriously do not know what is wrong with me, but I hear that that is what happens before a nervous breakdown. i dont want to have a nervous breakdown this young, but sometimes I feel like I could. Is this why I am shaking so bad???:imbar
HOLY MOLY !!! I just read this entire thread and am now so confused!!! Phew! I have no idea where y'all went.....different directions from what I can figure.... :-)
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Originally posted by FutureRN_Mandi
I was noticing something tonight at work . . . .When I was doing my charting my hands were shaking so bad that I could hardly write. I have never ever noticed that before, and I am kind of worried. I wasn't too overwhelmed tonight, actually it was kind of nice! there was one point in time tonight when I had to deal with a very raunchy smell . . . .and ontop of that a psych resident that keeps her hands in her pants 98% of the day put her whole fist inside my mouth YUCK!!!!
I managed to vomit like 3 times tonight, but I dont think thats why my hands were shaking so bad.
Yesterday I was so overwhelmed and i did not shake at all. Keep in mind that I am 17 . . . and I'm not old enough to be shaking like that (lol),
I seriously do not know what is wrong with me, but I hear that that is what happens before a nervous breakdown. i dont want to have a nervous breakdown this young, but sometimes I feel like I could. Is this why I am shaking so bad???:imbar
Specializes in General, Trauma, Military (Spec Forces).
Originally posted by FutureRN_Mandi
I was noticing something tonight at work . . . .When I was doing my charting my hands were shaking so bad that I could hardly write. I have never ever noticed that before, and I am kind of worried. I wasn't too overwhelmed tonight, actually it was kind of nice! there was one point in time tonight when I had to deal with a very raunchy smell . . . .and ontop of that a psych resident that keeps her hands in her pants 98% of the day put her whole fist inside my mouth YUCK!!!!
I managed to vomit like 3 times tonight, but I dont think thats why my hands were shaking so bad.
Yesterday I was so overwhelmed and i did not shake at all. Keep in mind that I am 17 . . . and I'm not old enough to be shaking like that (lol),
I seriously do not know what is wrong with me, but I hear that that is what happens before a nervous breakdown. i dont want to have a nervous breakdown this young, but sometimes I feel like I could. Is this why I am shaking so bad???:imbar
anxiety, stress, fatigue, dehydration, side effects of drugs, effects of alcohol or drugs, physical illness, mental illness, combination of both.......are we not all human........
When it comes down to it, hidding from reality in any form is both.
To feel real pain and suffering is a dark place, but so much more satisfying to embrace than the abyss of denial and supression of growth, which no person can satisfy its hunger.
I fed the monster for 25 years and I am an expert on that subject, if nothing else.
I blissfuly sat by and watched it devour all my chances at being a "normal" person.
It may not be ruining your life, but it is nibbling on it waiting to devour you. It's a game you can't win, but your playing to a draw until you lose.
KRVRN, BSN, RN
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Soooo, she's flamed because she didn't give an update for 3 days?!
Not everyone gets on this board every day.