Lately, I feel like our managers are getting close to fudging the line between being assertive and being bullies. I understand that they are under pressure to provide a group of nurses for the shared governance committees, and many of our staff have just said no.
The other day one said something to the effect of "if you aren't interested in pursuing additional professional education and participating in development, then you might as well give up your license... after all you basically pledged to do this when you took your nursing oath."
What?!? Being a compassionate bedside nurse and following up on licensing requirements isn't enough? Now I must glow like the lantern?
It makes you wonder... what is their goal?
When I was in nursing school I remember seeing pictures of ER nurses in big cities that were allowed to have blue hair and tattoos showing. Not that I want to have blue hair... and none of my tattoos show... but I thought I was sort of entering a field that allowed a little bit of individuality. As long as you did the job and did it correctly and compassionately... and made a connection with the patients...
Right now the most favored nurses in our unit are former cheerleaders between 26 and 32 who will write whatever the boss asks them to write... say whatever the boss wants them to say... and then when the boss isn't looking break the rules they don't regard... the main one being not having your cell phone on the floor. The expectation is you will leave it in your locker. Yet, they hide in the back room to chart and regularly have the phone out texting away.
But my original thoughts were about being coerced into joining committees... you know pulled into the office and put on the spot to submit an application? How do you say no when you still have no idea what the review process is like? I got a taste of it one day when a manager pulled me into discuss a break issue and suddenly is digressing to discussing my flaws as reported by barely familiar coworkers? Really?
Then the cracks start to show... because they now realize you may not play every game their way? Just because I was coerced onto the committee, doesn't mean I will participate in a way that doesn't meet my own personal idea of integrity. You did like that I used the word integrity in my application, right Mr Manager? I don't just say it.. I try to live it.
Maybe any one not in the former cheer camp will not play along? Bullied? Yea... well.. I will just keeping watching the job positings. It doesn't matter how good the pay if the enviroment is threatening. I don't know about you... but varsity cheerleaders at my high school could sometimes be mean girls.