I just started a job at a LTC and do not want to go back. I'm an inexperienced RN and got hired on to do weekends only; two sixteen hour shifts back to back. I absolutely love the residents but this job for a relatively new grad seems dangerous to me. I only got three days of following someone around before I started on my own. It was crazy. I had a hall of 30 patients on my own. All weekend I didn't even get around to the mountains of paperwork because number one I didn't have a moment to sit down and number two, I didn't know how to do the paperwork. There were so many things going on at once and I didn't know what to do.
There was a patient actively in the dying process, a lady needing an immediate suppository while her overbearing family was following me around, asking when I would tend to her. I was drawing up insulin while this all occurred. For most of the night I had to keep a close eye on a lady who kept getting up and walking with her IV pole despite being dizzy and told she would fall. I went in to check on her and she was standing by her bed with her head hanging down. As soon as I walked behind her, her whole body weight collapsed on me and with one arm I lowered her to the floor and tried to keep the IV pole from falling with the other. The IV pole bonked me on the forehead, but I managed to keep her from hitting anything as I lowered her to the floor. I called out the hall for help and not a peep from anyone. The other nurses were in their own halls which were far away. No paperwork got completed this night and I felt so completely stressed and scattered. I was asked to pronounce someone's death since I was the only RN in the building. I told them I didn't know the protocol and could someone direct me.. (didn't realize it was as simple as feeling for pulse, listening to heart with stethoscope and calling a time)... but I got major attitude that I am an RN and should have learned this in school.
I interviewed today for a med-surg position at a hospital. I have read on this forum that LTC is less stressful than the hospital. After this weekend, if med-surg is more stressful than what I experienced... maybe I am just not cut out for nursing.