I don't understand the connection you make b/ween leaving ur wallet & thinking u won't get the position. The 2 have nothing to do with each other. You are just getting nervous & hysterical for absolutely no reason. If ur getting nervous over this non-significant incident I wonder how you will go in nursing.
Don't worry about it. It's not worth stressing out over every little tiny thing in life. I see many, many of my psych patients worry endlessly over stuff that truly does not matter.
Once u get into nursing you will have bigger things to worry about with a patient load. Try relaxation stuff like pilates or exercise, enjoy the simple things and stop stressing over the small stuff.
It just is not worth it.