I have been an LPN for seven years and will be starting my last year of school in January to complete my RN. I have a 3 year old daughter who is just my favorite thing in the world. Since I had her I have only worked in a part-time, non clinical role to accommodate my class schedule and allow me to have as much time with her as possible. As I get nearer the beginning of RN school and clinicals and all that entails, I'm feeling so nervous about how to be a mom and a full time RN student! On top of that, I'm just missing working as a "real" nurse. I want to go be with patients and do everything a nurse does, but not as much as I want to be with my little one on holidays and weekends. I feel like I've lost a ton of nursing skills in the last 3 years and I'm so nervous I won't be able to hack it in nursing school or out on the floor as an RN! I've always said that I'll work in a very flexible, no holidays, no weekends, no 12 hour shift type of job until my child is older but will I even be able to go back into a hospital setting at that point? Can you tell my mind is racing?! So my question is, can you have both? A career that fulfills you and not feel like you're missing your child's life at the same time? How do you all deal with this? Thanks in advance!