hi everyone, I posted last week that I was worried about losing my job, and sure enough I did lose my job today. My boss said that I was not a safe nurse, and that I needed a refresher course on medication administration. I am a brand new grad, and i graduated with honors. This is not like me at all. I have been taking an antidepressant that I think may be contributing to my lack of organization. Since I've started taking it, I've had a lot of difficulty concentrating, and I feel apathetic when I should be taking something seriously. This is not like me at all. I can't get a doctor's appointment for at least a week.
I have never felt this low in my life. I felt like I did not get adequate orientation and supervision while I was there. I didn't even get my full 12 weeks in. I was off by myself a lot, and passed to several different preceptors during the six weeks I was there, at least seven different preceptors. My boss said I shouldn't work anywhere until I take a refresher course.
I have never been so ashamed, or just totally surprised at myself. This was a coveted job in OB that I got as a new grad. I feel like I will not be any good in the next place I go to.
Do you guys have any advice about keeping yourself organized during your shift, and keeping up with charting, and med administration? How will I know if I should not be a nurse anymore? Should I just take the hint here?
Thanks