*sigh* just when I was thinking things were not so bad it seems all heck broke loose at work........
our hospital f'd up its budget so bad that despite being short staffed ALL THE TIME 87 nurses are going to lose their jobs, I will most likely be one of them - I'm not too overly concerned about it but a lil nervous, anyway thats just issue #1 - as some of you know I'm doing my BSCN part time at school and have been given permanent night shift, well the "manager" has informed us that she will be removing one of us from permanent nights (five of us presently do this shift), despite the fact that we are always short on nights and no one wants to work nights so we are fufilling a unit need by doing this ,she figures she can change things at will. She says things like "it was a trial and error thing , not definite that you all would be doing night shifts, I can change the schedule" yadda yadda ... its so frustrating because with the switch from nights to days I tend to get really run down and more apt to being sick... which brings me to the next woe, sick time .. she says the rationale for changing some of us back to day night rotations is that there are too many sick calls for night, but she just doesnt have her facts straight on this one!!! all shifts battle with sick calls....... besides if youre sick youre sick, and a lot of people call in sick to avoid all the nonsense going on at work right now.. I always come in, press forward, try to do my best , but I'm getting so tired of never knowing whats going on , whats being said behind my back , or where I stand...
I like the unit I work on and most of the nurses I work with, and really feel as though I'm making a difference- which is probably why I am still there, but I just dont know what to do, people have suggested trying to bring my concerns to the "higher powers" in management or nursing practice but I just dont know ..........*sigh*
merry freakin christmas ...
its such a shame really because I get so much positive feedback from coworkers,patients and families........